Quote: (02-07-2018 04:23 AM)Noir Wrote:
Either way, it's good that it came out now on the 3rd date but Vaun, how did you not manage to remember the venue of the 1st date, 2 dates down the line?
Do you think if you handled that differently and defused, she would come to her sense? Maybe enough to employ some behaviour reinforcement to make it clear that's not on?
I agree that it's a massive red flag, she sounds overinvested and that cannot be good. Usually when a 35 yo does that, she is hiding something which is -SMV and explains her thirst for you.
This is gold Noir, that reaction is great.
tldr: Stuck on whether I should dump during an early shittest, and why I date these older birds.
Im stuck right now; trying to justify sticking it out through early shit tests, or dumping them quick like this one. I am not interested in first date bangs, I can do that very easily and I am not that desperate for pussy. It comes my way almost everyday. I am looking to connect long(ish) term.
Call me crazy, but it almost felt rehearsed, like she wanted to catch me on something early on and call it out. She told me her exact birthdate on the first date, I thought she probably told me to test me on it later down the line. Before the outburst, she was saying something about how men are "all like this" etc, some bullshit.
I remembered the venue, but she called it a Mexican place, when it was a latin place, not Mexican. She didnt know that because shes from Pennsylvania. I frequent several Mexican bars and restaurants, and my initial reaction internally was "which one?"
I could have taken this in any direction, and I got mad. I blew up any future potential over text. That I regret, but I dont think these shit tests were from her thirst, I think she is desperately trying to qualify a "good guy", and I was the unfortunate victim. Admittedly, its a blow to my ego, that she didn't see me as high value enough, to not pull that bullshit during a date on me.
In hindsight, I was trying to play it out, to hook her. Meaning, I was going to make her fall in love with me, by holding back and not banging her early on. I have done this several times, and most girls that are with me over 3 months end up telling me they love me, without me saying anything remotely like that. The first date I didnt kiss her, and then she tried to kiss me. And then she texted me after the date and said it was an "awkward goodbye", then texted me at 4am asking if I were still out. It fucking worked. She was on her way to telling me she loved me, but the shit test just pissed me off so much, that I sent her packing early.
This girl is hot. One of the hottest 35 year olds I have ever seen. I dont know why I suffer it out with these women, but I am an older guy, 8 years her senior. I like the nice closes, nice body, well taken care of, education, etc, and sometimes they are good to be with outside the bedroom. But you can't out run a glitch in the psychology.
In hindsight I would have laughed it off, went for the bang, then pulled away by not taking her out agin ever again, at least until she proved we could enjoy another night out in public.