Surprised a thread like this hasn't come up before in RVF history.
I got divorced last year after a 3 year marriage, and I wrote about it here:
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I knew about game before (more of the PUA variety)... in fact I did sign up on this site, posted a couple times, and dropped off the radar when I met my ex wife.
What actually caused the death of our marriage was not her affair, but that first month of living together. Her affair during the last months of our marriage acted as a catalyst towards divorce.
Things seemed great when we got married, but I had seeds of doubt deep in my mind. That something wasn't quite right. But I ignored it.
When we did move in together, I got a very severe case of bronchitis that almost led to pneumonia. I was nearly hospitalized. What happened was I breathed in all that dust that got thrown around during the move, and it got infected.
I would go on nonstop coughing fits that continued through day AND night. It was the kind where you'd gasp for air between coughs, and the little bits of air you actually manage to suck down your airway just gets coughed back out, along with bits of nasty green shit. Sometimes I thought I was going to die.
Now here's the worst part. I told my ex wife I need to go to the doctor, and fast.
And what did she say?
The bitch ROLLED HER EYES and said
"you're going to the doctor just for a little cold? I'm a teacher and I deal with sick kids all the time, so don't be such a wimp. Just tough it out."
Ideally, I would have said "I get sick, and instead having a wife who takes care of me, you bitch me out like this? You know what, fuck this. This whole marriage thing was a mistake. I'm out of here."
But no. What did I do instead?
I'm ashamed to say that I listened to her.
I put off going to the doctor. I went to work.
Two days later, I was leaving work. I was walking to my car and it was cold, dry, and windy. Very bad for a respiratory infection. I had a particularly bad coughing fit that had me doubled over on the sidewalk. Bystanders were looking. One man came and tried to help me up.
I couldn't speak, and my eyes were pouring water.
"Let's get you to the doctor, " the man said. I waved him off, and said I'll drive myself.
I go to the nearest urgent care center, and got checked out. After admonishing me for not coming in the soonest as possible, the doctor got me on oxygen and a sedative. He hooked me up to an IV with antibiotics.
Turned out I was having the onset of pneumonia, and if I put off going to the doctor any longer, I could have landed my ass in the hospital. Or perhaps worse.
My ex wife didn't even believe what the doctor was telling me, and was upset that we were paying a medical bill for the urgent care center. Of course, she expressed no concern when we were spending tons of money on home improvements.
I had my head so far up her ass, I feel ashamed for even writing this at all. But this episode had me thinking "I made a mistake, I should not have married her." However, the stigma of divorce and fear of getting raped by the courts kept me in. Like a prisoner.
Cue three more years of getting hen-pecked by the ex wife.
Then I discover her affair the week before thanksgiving. I was supremely pissed, and I no longer feared divorce.
In my mind, becoming a divorcee started to outweigh the soul-dampening comfort of being in suburbia and having someone -- anyone -- to come home to -- no matter whether she's a bitch who reserves her empathy for anyone but her husband.
Today, her affair was a blessing in disguise.
Thank you to the loser alcoholic guy who swooped her. Had you not done so:
- I would not have had an amazing year and half with trips to the Philippines and Thailand.
- I would not have met so many awesome guys off this forum.
- I would not have banged so many slim and feminine women.
- I would not have started learning how to make money outside of my full time job.
- And I would not have learned how to choose women who treat me right, and to TAKE CARE OF ME WHEN I GET SICK (and if she didn't, I'll drop her immediately - HARD NEXT).
I would have remained in my marriage to die.