Quote: (01-29-2012 05:37 AM)OGNorCal707 Wrote:
Just got home from a night out at the local bar scene, man it's fucking brutal out there.
As soon as I walk into the 1st bar I see my fuck buddy, who I haven't seen or talked to in a week. Man Roosh was on point with last Weds. post "Imagine this is the last time you'll see her", I told this girl straight up that I wasn't looking for a relationship, so I can't catch the guys' version of "buyers remorse", but this girl was so into me and wanted to be my GF, but tonight I saw her out with her "new dude".
It's funny because I got the feeling that it was probably the case, I didn't hit her up because I'm out looking for new prospects, but it's just the way the sexual dynamics work, attractive women can always get new dick, and in my town there are always thirsty dudes barking up every tree so to speak. Normally this girl hits me up every few days, so I got that gut feeling that since I hadn't heard from her, she may have someone new in the mix.
I might still be able to hit it, but I'm not even sure if I want to any more. Maybe it's just an aspect of the game that I need to adapt to, but when I see a girl I'm smashing on, with a new dude that I know is also hitting it, it turns me off from wanting to keep taxing it. Oh well, even though I sound salty, I just need to charge it to the game, and keep it moving. I didn't want this girl to be my girlfriend, but it's hard when you live a town where picking up can be brutal and grueling, and month long dry spells are not uncommon occurances. It almost makes you want to settle down and lock a piece of ass, so you can fuck pussy all the time, and not have to deal with the flakeyness and uncertainty that comes with the game.
On the bright side, I got my feet wet approaching tonight. Recently I've been slacking off, making excuses, and letting approach anxiety get the best of me. Tonight I went into DGF mode (DGF = don't give a fuck), by the way fuck mystery, style and tyler durden, I got my own game lingo, goddamn it! End result of the night, no play, 2 phone numbers one girl was a 7.5, the other a 6. Major attraction wasn't gained from either girl, so I'm doubting that they'll follow through when I text, but I'll definitely give it a shot.
Crashed and burned on a few sets, but I charge that mostly to these girls being straight up bitches and not from me having weak game. I stepped to a 3 set, and opened well, only to have one of the girls stick her hand in my face 2 mins. in, and tell me to fuck off, effectively cock blocking me from her friend. I was being a chill dude and my verbal game, as well as body language was solid, so this chick was basically being a power tripping bitch. The other major blow out I can't remember, but I do remember the girl telling me to get "the fuck out of her face". It's amazing how some women can lack common human decency. Even the fattest, ugliest troll of a woman could approach me and make conversation and I'd still be polite and respectful to them.
Well, I doubt anyone actually read this whole rant, but that's what the lounge is for, getting shit off your chest. "I'm back baby!", the game is back on, I may have to crash and burn on my next hundred sets, but what won't kill me will only make my game stronger. Fuck these bitches, DGF mode will be in full effect.
Don't you nurture the long-term goal of moving somewhere else?
Like Paraty?