I was 34, about 9 months ago or so. A lady was cutting my hair, and when she finished, she put a mirror behind my head so I could look at the back and said, "how does it look?" And there it was, a small bald spot, about the size of a nickel.
It's been a year, and I'm very aware of my mortality now. Before that day at the salon, I still felt 18, and had actually been mistaken for being under 18 a few months prior (I was carded at a rated R movie). Actually, about a month ago, I also got mistaken for being 18 again 3 times at a frat party, the frat guys were trying to get me to join, so that's cool, but still. It helps that I'm a little over 6 ft. tall, so it's rare that anyone can see the bald spot, but I know there will come a day when I'll be shaving it off. At least I know I've got a great head for it, I've buzzed it all off several times before and it's actually a pretty cool look, but it would be nice for it to be optional because I have nice hair, just earlier this week two (presumably straight) guys complimented my hair.
So anyhow, the way I see it, we have 4 quarters in life, 25 to 35, 35 to 45, 45 to 55, and 55 to 65. Before 25, many of us are still in college/grad school/military, etc., and figuring life out, still coming into our own. At the other end, for most of us, if we haven't accomplished the things we set out to do by 65, it's unlikely we'll be able to do so afterwards.
Over the last year, I've thought a lot about what I want to accomplish in my remaining three quarters, and this has made me turn down several opportunities presented to me, opportunities that didn't complement my strategic objectives, as well as engage in other endeavors that do complement those objectives with more forcefulness.
I'm so very grateful for the life I've lived, and at this point my life, and the outlook for it, is so wonderful I just wish I had more years left. I now understand that health, financial freedom, ensuring my family is healthy and happy, and enjoying the company of a beautiful, high quality woman are the things that bring joy to my life. As such, I very actively minimize distractions from my focus on these areas, because time is running out, and I want to make the best of what I have left, because every day is a new opportunity to have the best day of my life.
Even if that day is simply chatting with my mother to let her know I love her, making sure my dad is ok, discussing the nature of happiness with my brother, checking in on my sister to make sure her sanity is still mostly intact, and making love to a smiling beauty several times.
While enjoying some prime rib, salmon, avocados, and fruits, so my mind and body can stay sharp for the next three quarters, while my parents, and potentially my future children, still need me.
Anything after that is a bonus, and I'm just very thankful for every day in between now and then.
It's been a year, and I'm very aware of my mortality now. Before that day at the salon, I still felt 18, and had actually been mistaken for being under 18 a few months prior (I was carded at a rated R movie). Actually, about a month ago, I also got mistaken for being 18 again 3 times at a frat party, the frat guys were trying to get me to join, so that's cool, but still. It helps that I'm a little over 6 ft. tall, so it's rare that anyone can see the bald spot, but I know there will come a day when I'll be shaving it off. At least I know I've got a great head for it, I've buzzed it all off several times before and it's actually a pretty cool look, but it would be nice for it to be optional because I have nice hair, just earlier this week two (presumably straight) guys complimented my hair.
So anyhow, the way I see it, we have 4 quarters in life, 25 to 35, 35 to 45, 45 to 55, and 55 to 65. Before 25, many of us are still in college/grad school/military, etc., and figuring life out, still coming into our own. At the other end, for most of us, if we haven't accomplished the things we set out to do by 65, it's unlikely we'll be able to do so afterwards.
Over the last year, I've thought a lot about what I want to accomplish in my remaining three quarters, and this has made me turn down several opportunities presented to me, opportunities that didn't complement my strategic objectives, as well as engage in other endeavors that do complement those objectives with more forcefulness.
I'm so very grateful for the life I've lived, and at this point my life, and the outlook for it, is so wonderful I just wish I had more years left. I now understand that health, financial freedom, ensuring my family is healthy and happy, and enjoying the company of a beautiful, high quality woman are the things that bring joy to my life. As such, I very actively minimize distractions from my focus on these areas, because time is running out, and I want to make the best of what I have left, because every day is a new opportunity to have the best day of my life.
Even if that day is simply chatting with my mother to let her know I love her, making sure my dad is ok, discussing the nature of happiness with my brother, checking in on my sister to make sure her sanity is still mostly intact, and making love to a smiling beauty several times.
While enjoying some prime rib, salmon, avocados, and fruits, so my mind and body can stay sharp for the next three quarters, while my parents, and potentially my future children, still need me.
Anything after that is a bonus, and I'm just very thankful for every day in between now and then.