Quote: (07-23-2017 05:23 PM)Comte De St. Germain Wrote:
Life has been phenomenally interesting at this rate. Almost as if it's fate I get the reprieve I need to work towards my future right as I feel most blind to my path. Met someone who will either change the game for me in terms of what I'm starting up or allow me to go on a more chill path and get to my idea in a different format.
Which is making me feel a lot of positivity. Knowing that I have some closure on how my future business endeavors might be. Especially hyped for the big meet up happening soon so stay tuned. I feel things are gonna turn out alright for me.
Follow up. I didn't get the closure I wanted to get from the guy I was meeting, but things are still looking up.
He tried to play the upper hand but the way he did it alluded to him having a weaker position than me. And I had this stronger hand not by virtue of what I offered initially and that I played a certain card that threw him off balance. So I ended up impressing him, although I'm uncertain about what he can give me because of two things.
-He was showboating real hard. Lots of humble bragging about what he could do. Not that he couldn't deliver of course, though the problem instead was that no one ever showboats unless they were trying too hard. Problem with people who showboat like he did is that they're like the story with the monkey's paw. They'll deliver to the letter what you want, but not the spirit of what exactly you wanted(say you wished for fame and fortune, but that wish came from stolen money and the fame is negative as you're on the nightly news as a convict on the run).
-He didn't get into depth about what I could offer him and what he told me to do for him to "prove my worth" was something stupidly easy. No restrictions on its fulfillment whatsoever. I'm rather skeptical of uneven trades in my direction. This is too easy and it's so easy it makes me worry that I'm overlooking something. Nonetheless it's good for me. My assumption is that his help will still have me doing 99.99% of the work though still fulfilling a key component.
Although I'm all and all more confused, I'm extremely excited as to what this all could entail even in a middle ground scenario. Guy has a few confirmed connections that would really benefit me either way.
And did I say I was excited because fuck it I'm excited with the headway I've made up until this point given the time I've allotted to what I'm doing.
Cheers and all the best in your ventures as well!
Side bar: Although he was older than me, he reminded me a lot of myself coming into RVF and coming into my own in the world. The excessive showboating being an exceptionally cringey relic of my past. Although I still do it a bit drunk, it's thankfully not to the level he was. Another thing involving the card I played throwing him off balance. If I was in a similar situation, I would have been just thrown out of whack back then too. It really all does come full circle I guess. Especially when a real time equivalent shows you your own growth. I could go on but damn looking in the mirror is harsh sometimes.
"Until the day when God shall deign to reveal the future to man, all human wisdom is summed up in these two words,— 'Wait and hope'."- Alexander Dumas, "The Count of Monte Cristo"
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