Was a normal work day for me and by the time the weekend came around I was tired and didnt even have the urge to go do anything.
I started thinking and I realized that I am approaching 30 soon!
So whats the problem? I got a new job which I enjoy but i dont make very much money, I have a girlfriend that is good to me but isnt really exciting, I have a car which gets me from A to B but its not the car I really want, I guess im just unsatisfied over all and I feel like time is running out faster and faster, I just have no clue where to go, I work in carpentry/roof building right now so I figure I look into getting an OSHA certificate and start looking into some construction companys, at one point I thought the military was a good option but I think that boast has sailed for me.
Im not really even sure what I want, I can only compare to what I have, I have a job, not a very good one (even though I do enjoy the work), I want to make more money, I have a girlfriend that treats me good and will do anything for me but I just want to fuck a bunch of girls, I have a car but like I said I want a better one.
I guess I just want more..I dont want to be approaching 40 and be in this same spot, I have seen it so many times before, thats when the regret starts to come in, damn should I have just finished college regardless of the debt? Damn should I just have just joined the military when I had the chance? A lot of what ifs and just a year ago I was in a much better position than I was, the girl, the job, the car, it was great for me compared to the dumb 20 something year old that just wanted to drink and party...
I guess that satisfaction never lasts long though, I want more, I need more, slowly but surely I feel that dissatisfaction creeping up on me and I need to make some major moves..
I started thinking and I realized that I am approaching 30 soon!
So whats the problem? I got a new job which I enjoy but i dont make very much money, I have a girlfriend that is good to me but isnt really exciting, I have a car which gets me from A to B but its not the car I really want, I guess im just unsatisfied over all and I feel like time is running out faster and faster, I just have no clue where to go, I work in carpentry/roof building right now so I figure I look into getting an OSHA certificate and start looking into some construction companys, at one point I thought the military was a good option but I think that boast has sailed for me.
Im not really even sure what I want, I can only compare to what I have, I have a job, not a very good one (even though I do enjoy the work), I want to make more money, I have a girlfriend that treats me good and will do anything for me but I just want to fuck a bunch of girls, I have a car but like I said I want a better one.
I guess I just want more..I dont want to be approaching 40 and be in this same spot, I have seen it so many times before, thats when the regret starts to come in, damn should I have just finished college regardless of the debt? Damn should I just have just joined the military when I had the chance? A lot of what ifs and just a year ago I was in a much better position than I was, the girl, the job, the car, it was great for me compared to the dumb 20 something year old that just wanted to drink and party...
I guess that satisfaction never lasts long though, I want more, I need more, slowly but surely I feel that dissatisfaction creeping up on me and I need to make some major moves..