SMH because you are actually privileged - you just don't realize it. Just from your last few posts:
You have friends. You opt not to talk to them, but they're there.
You have a dog that loves you and can help you get fit and approach girls.
You have your own house - share a house with someone who is an asshole and you'll see how good you have it. Or talk to some bums who live in the street and exposed to the weather and judgement of society.
You have play money to spend on weed and time to smoke it and chill.
You sleep more than 8h/day.
You have a job that allows you to have a roof and put food on the table. Maybe it sucks, but you know what sucks more? To be homeless and hungry.
What you need is to push yourself to get out of this mental inertia. So much has been written about this. You're stuck, I get it, been there. But you are right - you are alone. No one gives a shit. If YOU don't act, no one will for you. Take action TODAY. Mental toughness is not a big deal - be stoic, most decisions can be pretty binary.
For example, "Should I approach this girl?". It's easy to rationalize it, overthink it. But it comes down to yes or no. Make one choice that is hard, act on it. Even if you lose, you win for trying and becoming better. And then onto the next. And the next, and so on. Tackle your problems and stop avoiding them.
From the top of my head:
- Clean your house. NOW. Remove all clutter and wipe every surface. Put your sweat into it. Download some
awesome podcasts and listen to them while you do this. Nothing demotivates a person than living in a disgusting environment.
- Take inventory of everything you own in the house. Sell any shit you don't use or haven't used in the last year. This will help declutter and make money for repairs.
- Stop smoking weed. NOW. It's a great drug (I enjoy it on occasion) but it does not fit your lifestyle at the moment. This will help you save money, have more energy and be more motivated. Smoke a reefer or two on the weekend or when you have a girl over - see it as a reward, not a habit.
- You wake up at 6:30? Start waking up at 5am to read a book, write or exercise. Pick one, do it 1h/day. Search the forum for kettlebell or bodyweight workouts. If you find you have some change to spare, join a gym where you can take a group class like BJJ - stick to it and it will change your life and provide you with good relationships.
- For motivation, create an Instagram account and follow bad ass people like
Jocko Willink.
- Find an association to volunteer (working with orphans, mentoring kids, aiding homeless) and go there THIS WEEKEND. This should give you some insight into what shitty conditions of living are and how you should be thankful for what you have.
- Do the
Wim Hof breathing exercises to calm down and renew your spirits. (Technique starts at 03:03).
- Get a diary or write on your phone everyday before you sleep 3 things that you are thankful for or that you enjoyed doing that day. "Had a great run with my dog", "cooked an awesome chili", etc.
- Look up Giovonny's posts. If you are bored with your life, change it.
"I am not what happened to me. I am what I choose to become."
Now move.