okay so here's the deal. I've had this problem for awhile...when I'm at the bar, I can't piss. I can do all sorts of other stuff. I can approach a set I know without a doubt is going to blow me out in the harshest way possible with no fear and have a good laugh about it after. I go out solo every weekend without a shred of fear of anything, whether its getting in a fight, getting made fun of and laughed at, or striking out over a dozen times in a row, which happens fairly often. I can fuck like a pornstar; I'm confident that if I was penetrating a girl in front of a live audience, I would just do it that much harder and like it.
so why the fuck is it that I can't carry out the simplest physiological function with my penis?
I'm sick of having to go back to my house just to take a piss. tonight it cost me, at the very least, getting a free smoke-out from a beta orbiter. not to mention ending an interaction with a set TEN MINUTES from closing time. if I had stuck it out, I might have at least got something. I've gotten over my fear of rejection, approach anxiety, sexual performance, and lots of other things...so why is this still a problem for me? how can I fix it?
so why the fuck is it that I can't carry out the simplest physiological function with my penis?
I'm sick of having to go back to my house just to take a piss. tonight it cost me, at the very least, getting a free smoke-out from a beta orbiter. not to mention ending an interaction with a set TEN MINUTES from closing time. if I had stuck it out, I might have at least got something. I've gotten over my fear of rejection, approach anxiety, sexual performance, and lots of other things...so why is this still a problem for me? how can I fix it?