Now that I'm thinking about it, maybe NYC is just one big mindfuck.
It's supposed to be an achievement to live in this city and an "honor" or "right of passage" to pay stupid money to live in a closet.
And to be honest - there are times the mindfuck begins to play out in front of me - is the fact that the bars and clubs i go to are sausage fests filled with 6'es somehow my fault? Why is it that every other place that I visit (let's say... Florida and Atlanta), when i go to an "average" bar or club, as an outsider, not spending much money and not knowing a guy that knows a guy that knows a guy, do I manage to have a good time with HOTTER girls.
But just as you realize that your living conditions are not as ideal as you lead yourself to believe and you start questioning everything - a carrot is dangled right in front of you.
This carrot is usually found in the form of a really hot girl, a 10/10 stunner, walking on the street, not in the bars where your plebeian self is never allowed in. Or last week, in my case, from that same 10/10 model (actual model living in a "model apartment" on her way to bookings) lost and confused by the NYC subway system. I chatted with her, and it wasn't the smoothest chat - i was hung over from the night before, and the 100 degree heat did not combine well with my "work attire" (i was a sweaty fuck), but somehow i got her phone number. I was fucking elated. Now, a week later, she hasn't answered any texts. But yet I'm positive if i was just a bit less hung over and a bit less sweaty, i would be with her right now, and that keeps me jazzed up till my next interaction.
Another carrot are the reporters and outsiders - often you read headline like "NYC has 4312 times more single women than men?? Why do women have it so hard?". And all your friends, like all of you on the forum, are saying "NYC is easy you must suck, lawlz". So you figure yeah, there must be something wrong with me, and then you grind it out
Roosh, I think your readers would actually enjoy you living in NYC for a bit and experiencing what it has to offer, good and bad, so we can get your perspective on it.
Humorous Onion article somewhat related:
http://www.theonion.com/articles/84-mill...k-c,18003/