I'm so fucking bitter and frustrated right now . I was
this close to finally getting my first lay after a 8 month dry spell and my 3 month since starting game .
I had daygamed her recently and she had flaked before but a ran into her and happened to be dressed well and in " gaming mode " . We made plans to " chill " today .
By pure chance I had my logistics down . My cock blocking family out of the house .
This is a rare occasion . The stars we're well and truly aligned .
I texted her yesterday :
- aye are you still down for tomorrow
* yhhh nt for long doe
- I'll pick you up at the corner shop at 1
* Okok were we going
- My place
* Wheres urs
- 5 mins from the corner shop
* Ooo is dat were u bring all ur sidechicks to lol n who you live with
- nah I usually fly em to my mansion in Miami but it's going through renovations right now
* lol uu funny how old u doe
- I'm 65 , i'm in the middle of something right now , i'll see you tomorrow
* Fool , bye
At this point i'm thinking game on . The last time I brought girl home ( my dream girl ) , I happened to be
severely cockblocked by my family . It's well documented on my approach thread .
However this time the stars were aligned perfectly , my mother is on vacation , my father at work and siblings at school . The bang was basically guaranteed .
The next day I send my usual confirmation text and receive this bullshit :
- hey i might be 5 minutes late
* Nt coming weathers fuked
- lol my house is 5 mins away dork
*
Exactly thats far we wll get wet n dat
- lol your hairs already messed up rain won't change much boo . I'll see you in 15 mins do't be late
* Fuk off bout messed up kmt ( kmt = kiss my teeth )
* I ain't coming
* It's rainin
At this point I thought about calling her to try and make her change her mind but then I stopped and asked myself :
What would a high value man do ?
So I havn't replied and i'm radio silencing her .
I feel so fucking frustrated ,
why would it rain heavily today of all days . A big part of game is chance and I feel like i'm not getting any right now .