Thanks for everybody's responses, they are helpful. Even the guys who called me a racist, because you verified my thinking that any mixed race kids I may have would have to battle with these insecurities. Also don't be stupid, I don't hate mixed race people (or think they are 'wrong'), or hate any people for that matter because of their colour or think anyone is better than anyone else or any other bullshit like that. We all have our pros and cons - stop thinking what the TV tells you to about white people and wake up.
I just don't like the massive increase in tension, unassimilated population, traffic, car jackings, armed robberies, home invasions and not recognising what country I'm in when I go into the city - it's been a very dramatic change here, we're just never had that here before in Australia (obviously we did have some crime, but not this violent and not to this extent, when I grew up we used to leave our car and front door unlocked). I also work in IT and so I'm at the coalface of this demographic change, the dominate languages in my lunchroom are Chinese, Hindi and Tagalog.
There's been a few questions raised so I'll add some more detail.
I'll start by saying I genuinely wish success, happiness and prosperity to all people of the world. I have an abundance mindset and believe this is possible. Just as I dislike my own country transforming in this way I also wouldn't want it to happen to other countries. Whether it's a mass immigration of say Polish people into Kenya to the point of displacing or changing their culture, Indonesians into East Timor, Americans into Mexico or any other replacement/mass demographic change that causes turmoil (the post WW2 borders we currently have today - I'd rather not have a WW3 to redraw them again).
So when I see posts from a former Black nationalist I feel a sense of respect and kinship, just as I wish the best for Europeans, he would for his people and I respect him for that. Quaker13 your post was really helpful. Coincidentally, Irish slave blood flows through my veins (which, according to (((Google))) is just a 'myth'), albeit a more distant connection in my timeline.
As a side, my best mate at work is Vietnamese Australian, and he told me in confidence that "'no offence', but if I was with an Aussie women, I wouldn't have kids with her". I don't hold that against him, it's OK with me if he thinks that, and it's OK with me if others don't care about it.
Speaking of Ireland, the same BS is happening there and they're projected to be a minority in the not to distant future as well. White British are a minority in London, Manchester and Birmingham as well, so so much for 'go back to your European homeland', this coordinated agenda is happening everywhere and you'd be a fool not to be concerned if this was happening to you as well whatever your background.
Maybe it's just be the contrarian in me pushing back against this - my way of saying 'fuck you' to the globalists.
More about me and my Game
- While I'm nearly 41, I consider myself good looking, hit the gym regularly, try to eat right and have been good with my skincare regimen. I easily pass for 30-35 and lay girls in their 20's.
- My game is strong (ex-PUA coach), although has been pretty rusty lately and like everyone I have my moments of doubt, dry spells, laziness and weakness.
- In essence what I'm saying is I'm moderately confident I can find an equally quality European girl if I sack up and put in the effort (not a 9.5, but I'd be happy with an 8). In fact, I only recently stopped seeing a very hot 25yo Russian. Good looking girl but her personality / pleasantness just didn't compare to the Mauritian girl. I'd rate the Russian an easy 9, so yeah, I strike it lucky from time to time (luck being a function of the hard work I put in).
- I *suck* on the dating apps (am not a chad).
Having said that, can I do this consistently? And for how long? Of course this is limited. I've probably passed my peak in looks (although dominance/confidence is still increasing), it's getting hard to stay trim (currently a few kgs overweight) and my hair is starting to thin - so yeah, point taken, I have left it late and it's downhill from here. I personally find 33 and over just too old / jaded and so I am against the clock for those 25-30 year old 8's.
I mention the Rh- blood thing because of a natural phenonmen - if an Rh+ man impregnates an Rh- woman, the womens immune system antibodies can
attack the red blood cells of the baby and they can be born with jaundice. In severe cases the baby may need a transfusion when born (essentially, 'back in the day', this child would die). Given Rh- people are only around 15% of the world (mostly Europe), there is a part of me that wonders if this is natures way of telling me I'm meant to be with an Rh- wife (or is it just some outdated biology thing). And before someone says it, I don't think it's a 'superior' blood type, just a different one (FWIW there are all kinds of conspiracies out there about Rh- being 'royal' blood or 'alien' blood).
The other thing that got me thinking is how the NWO/elite obsess over 'bloodlines'. Makes me wonder if there is some importance to it (something more than we currently understand).
In Summary
I'm still reading through and contemplating what people have written. Although, I can't fuck around much longer with this as I got the second attempt at 'so, we've been together for x long now, and...' question. I managed to fob it off but I won't be able to for long (well really, I don't feel good about not addressing it if it is a concern for her).
In general the 'personal happiness' argument makes sense, and I'm really happy with her. Maybe I can make my decision less stressful by just committing to another 6 months and seeing where that takes us.
As far as other European girls go, I do have an ex who is top shelf, 9.5 in looks (back when she was 21, still looking great now at 31). I de-flowered her and she only has 1 other notch, in many ways the perfect trad hot to settle down with. Tall, perfect skin, brunette with green eyes, happy gene, pleasant. Her parents are still together (although both dole bludgers / live off welfare). Only reason we broke up last time was because I wanted to play the field more (whilst she was trying to lock me down hardcore), and I found her a bit boring. People change a lot between 21 and 31 though, so maybe worth re-visiting. She's still single and still has a very strong bond towards me.
I do have a handful of other near-misses worth touching base with again if I wanted to do that.
Obviously there is also an ocean out there, although I will agree with the general sentiment, only few white girls post 25 are mother material and I'd have my work cut out for me trying to score a new one.