About two years ago, there was a viral story about some Wall Street intern that quit her job to become a porn star:
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She ended up quitting the porn industry and now instead is attempting to make a living being a Youtuber. A few of her videos are about her time as both a porn star as well as other sex work she has done. She had been a stripper at 18 at the suggestion of an older man that she was dating/having a sugar daddy relationship with. She graduated from the University of Florida and then moved down to NYC in pursuit of a Wall Street job. Unable to find one, she ended stripping in the city for awhile until she found the internship that she later quit to pursue a career in a porn. She also had a one week stint as an escort for various finance high-roller types which she describes in this video:
At 8:30 she discusses her first client which was some older guy. She describes him as being in good shape for his age and saying that he's a guy that she might have slept with anyways. Immediately after she says "this is obviously what I tell myself cause I don't want to feel so about being a piece of shit".
Also at 10:55, she talks about another appointment with a hedge fund manager where prior to the sex, she was hanging out with the guy and talking to him about finance stuff because if she was gonna bang the guy, she wanted to at least like the guy somewhat to make it more palatable and then immediately admits she was trying to justify everything, again using the reasoning that she would have slept with the guy anyways even if the guy wasn't paying for it.
With "being real" given greater importance with the current generation, are we going to see a greater amount of millennial women straight out saying that they backward rationalize decisions they've made in the past with no real shame? Granted, this girl is a Youtuber and the people in that genre make it a point to be as TMI and reveal as much personal details about parts of their lives that they probably wouldn't even share directly with their family but I'm wondering if that sort of attitude will filter down to regular people, especially with how younger teens are so much more reliant on getting their mannerisms and worldview from social media personalities. Combine that with people being less and less affected by shame and I can see more and more people straight up admitting crap and shady behavior without feeling the need to hide it out of embarrassment.
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She ended up quitting the porn industry and now instead is attempting to make a living being a Youtuber. A few of her videos are about her time as both a porn star as well as other sex work she has done. She had been a stripper at 18 at the suggestion of an older man that she was dating/having a sugar daddy relationship with. She graduated from the University of Florida and then moved down to NYC in pursuit of a Wall Street job. Unable to find one, she ended stripping in the city for awhile until she found the internship that she later quit to pursue a career in a porn. She also had a one week stint as an escort for various finance high-roller types which she describes in this video:
At 8:30 she discusses her first client which was some older guy. She describes him as being in good shape for his age and saying that he's a guy that she might have slept with anyways. Immediately after she says "this is obviously what I tell myself cause I don't want to feel so about being a piece of shit".
Also at 10:55, she talks about another appointment with a hedge fund manager where prior to the sex, she was hanging out with the guy and talking to him about finance stuff because if she was gonna bang the guy, she wanted to at least like the guy somewhat to make it more palatable and then immediately admits she was trying to justify everything, again using the reasoning that she would have slept with the guy anyways even if the guy wasn't paying for it.
With "being real" given greater importance with the current generation, are we going to see a greater amount of millennial women straight out saying that they backward rationalize decisions they've made in the past with no real shame? Granted, this girl is a Youtuber and the people in that genre make it a point to be as TMI and reveal as much personal details about parts of their lives that they probably wouldn't even share directly with their family but I'm wondering if that sort of attitude will filter down to regular people, especially with how younger teens are so much more reliant on getting their mannerisms and worldview from social media personalities. Combine that with people being less and less affected by shame and I can see more and more people straight up admitting crap and shady behavior without feeling the need to hide it out of embarrassment.