Quote: (02-08-2017 04:39 PM)RatInTheWoods Wrote:
How the fuck is your forgiving LTR not going to be keeping a secure eye on you and bust you trying to bang the other one again?
Is she stupid or just not care?
You are going to lose both here, that's my prediction.
Well she's much calmer and not as much of a hothead as the younger chick.. Plus we've been together almost three years so we have a lot of history together. And I already mentioned it but she seems to accept me along with all my faults, and accepts me for the cheating scumbag and rascal that I am. But yeah now the older girl texts me every two hours. She has been over to my place like 4 or 5 nights a week. I have managed to keep her away from my place for three straight days now, and this is the longest i have managed to keep her away for like 3 weeks since d day when this all broke.
She calls me every night. And she has left like 5 bags of her stuff at my place.
But still, she's handling this a lot better than I thought she would. Certainly a lot better than I would have. Somehow, this other woman calling her has led to some kind of weird competitive spirit to come out of her. Almost like she's fighting for me.
A lot of my friends tell me to drop the younger chick, she's too much drama. She's fvcked up. That the older chick is hotter than her. I feel like a fvcked up hot chick.. i want the girl that's bad for me even though i have a better hotter girl that treats me well. But the younger girl is much more exciting both sexually and otherwise than the older one. And I can't help but think i want the younger one so much more precisely because I can't have her.
I remember the older chick told me about the conversation she had with the other girl. They were both sh*t talking me but at the same time telling each other all the nice things i did for them, as if they were both trying to get the other one to leave me. The fvcked up part was when they both got out their calendars and started comparing times, dates, and events. Suddenly all the times I avoided calls, made excuses, wasn't available, or didn't respond right away made sense. One of the things the younger chick told the older one was "he picked you.."
This is probably in reference to when the younger chick found out about my babe text to my ex girlfriend, and she told me to message her and tell her the younger chick is my gf. I refused.
Anyways guys this situation has me real upset and feeling depressed. I keep thinking about this damn younger chick, I know she's coming back from her trip today. I invited some freaky girl I banged over tonight so I'm gonna pound her real good, but I keep thinking about this other girl. I hope she doesn't call me tonight, and I'm not really expecting her to.
I have no idea how this is gonna turn out. Wish me luck, i'm gonna need it.