Ok I admit it, I would love to have a woman that I love and trust, a woman that stands by me and bears my children.
But, after seeing how most women my age act now a days, I dont know if I have any faith in that dream, How many girls have I fucked while having they have a "man", how many girls have me and my friends passed around (oh you fucked her to!? Hahaha), I have had some of my friends girls hit on me (what the fuck man...), I see how girls act with other men, I have seen how girls treat beta and its depressing which I have been there before I learned.
I definitely want kids (especially a boy so I can pass on my knowledge) but fuck even that seems fishy, how the hell can I trust any women? After taking the red pill I dont even look at women the same anymore, its like I cant even take them serious anymore.
Dont even get me started on feminism, ugh...
So yea I am not too hopeful on my future prospects of having a "good" woman and having children, I will not marry and I imagine myself getting sick of any women after a while, then again just fucking a bunch of girls while nice for a while, it feels empty, its like ok I got my nut off and thats that, Its like I want something more but how can I...
I have heard that foreign countries are different, the women are much different, here in NYC it seems like all I find are crazy sluts, artsy hipsters that are "deep" or the "Im a self made career woman! Im also 35 with no kids and cant find a man!"
But, after seeing how most women my age act now a days, I dont know if I have any faith in that dream, How many girls have I fucked while having they have a "man", how many girls have me and my friends passed around (oh you fucked her to!? Hahaha), I have had some of my friends girls hit on me (what the fuck man...), I see how girls act with other men, I have seen how girls treat beta and its depressing which I have been there before I learned.
I definitely want kids (especially a boy so I can pass on my knowledge) but fuck even that seems fishy, how the hell can I trust any women? After taking the red pill I dont even look at women the same anymore, its like I cant even take them serious anymore.
Dont even get me started on feminism, ugh...
So yea I am not too hopeful on my future prospects of having a "good" woman and having children, I will not marry and I imagine myself getting sick of any women after a while, then again just fucking a bunch of girls while nice for a while, it feels empty, its like ok I got my nut off and thats that, Its like I want something more but how can I...
I have heard that foreign countries are different, the women are much different, here in NYC it seems like all I find are crazy sluts, artsy hipsters that are "deep" or the "Im a self made career woman! Im also 35 with no kids and cant find a man!"