Quote: (06-04-2015 05:03 PM)Cheetah Wrote:
^^^^
Was she a better girl because of that? Was she less concerned about her pleasure than other girls?
Do you think that she was less prone to cheat than other girls?
She was like your little sister in her own little world, she was less concerned with trends, and would watch tv shows about animal miracles. I watched one with her, it was a dog who was resuscitated, and then disappeared from the farm house like a ghost. She focused on describing the animals most of the time, I learned much about a subject which didn't bemuse me in the slightest. However, having her gesture around with her body-language was riveting. I was introduced through my cousins who had known her since before kindergarten. When slicing the pizza at a birthday party, I heard my aunt say to my mom ''You know, this one she was hit by the horse on her (.), now she no longer...'', but of course since I was there the conversation halted. Then my little cousin told me the rest of the story with no remorse before we played Smash Bros together.
She was way prettier than them, so they would look up to her in a sense. My cousins grew up and began following nonsensical trends, while she just continued to brush the horses. They began calling her 'reserved' later-on, and they lost contact. So, stigmatized by women, her own people, for being sexually handicapped.
The girl had no problem looking at me in the eyes when we were together, which I found refreshing as first time lays usually wouldn't do so. I practiced laser-eyes (as seen in the ROK articles) ever since I read some snippet about body language years ago. Her eyes were glistening, and watery.
I would assume she derived pleasure from being close to me, I never brought up her condition as a barrier to pleasure, and neither did she. Since we knew each other from before, I wanted to make her feel special, so I made it a point to kiss her all over. I wasn't red pill before, I wasn't even purple, or blue. If there was one pill I would describe myself as, it would have been the clown pill.
I seduced her when she turned around, after explaining to me how the light plays a role for this specific animal, maybe it was a rabbit. We were in the part of the barn with lots of boxes for the animals, lots of wood chips.
Yes, as she was turning around, I noticed at a certain angle her nipple was erect. I stuck my hand between her overalls, and I began rubbing her nipple, and she opened her eyes wide, and started smiling.
I'd experimented earlier by putting my hand on her thigh beforehand during the sermon, and moving it up slowly, to the point where she would giggle, put it back on my thigh, and move it up slowly.
The times were so good back then, even my teacher who was seated directly in front of us (we had the last row just because we were the odd people out), as I continued to put my hand up her jeans, my teacher turned, around looked at me, then looked at her, then looked at me again, then at her, and he jokingly said the following: ''Burn those pants!'', then he turned the fuck around, and not another word was said. Leaving me to do anything with her, I think we were both aroused at that point but I chose not to continue it there regardless. She invited me over to 'learn some things'. This was circa xx03-xx04, there was no rape propaganda going on, so my behaviour was that of a man. My teacher didn't give a shit as to what I was doing with a girl, in the middle of church.
She wasn't even in my class, but when walking to the institution of worship, I caught up to her because she complimented me on my sunglasses and/or hair. We were the last people to enter the church. Before, she went to a different school, but her father was the principle of my school, he would always bail me out of everything. Acted like a father when I needed one the most. Then when the high school districts collided, we all were centralized in one school.
I don't think she would cheat, but I was her first. But, I think we were naughty for doing what we did in Church. I like Church, but because of the blasphemy I committed in it. lol