Hey guys,
First, I just want to say that reading ROK and this forum and all kinds of things on the manosphere has vastly improved my life and has only served to further reinforce the beliefs I've held all my life. So thank all of you for that.
Secondly, I am an EXTREMELY paranoid person. I know most (if not all) of you will think I'm absolutely crazy. But I just hope that you can at least say that you can see where I'm coming from if things do go wrong in the situation I'm talking about.
Okay, so here we go. I know my thread's subject probably caught your eye, but let me tell you all a little bit about myself. I am a decent looking 28 year old white guy working in IT. I work out HARD 3 times a week. I have improved myself physically drastically over the past 6-7 months or so. It has certainly helped as many girls and just people in general have commented on my physique. And obviously it's helped greatly with my confidence. However, I still am not and never have been great at really getting girls. Part of it is just that I don't give a fuck. Girls my age are completely f****** useless and a nightmare to deal with. You guys know how it is. I don't have to get into that. But of course, I want to have a f%^& buddy here and there. So I've been trying a lot on dating apps lately. It's been going okay actually. And it looks like I may have gotten my ideal girl to mess around with. But...
I absolutely DO NOT want to have kids. The very thought of it completey scares the living s*** out of me. I would cry every single f****** day of my life if I got a girl pregnant. I would actually consider suicide rather than become a f****** slave for 18 years to some snot nosed little s*** and its useless f****** mother.
But anyway, I'm a big t** man. I absolutely love gigantic t**s. My brother and friends make fun of me for it, but I don't care. I can't help it. I love what I love lol. I've also always had a thing for Latinas. So, I've been talking to this girl that I met on a dating app. She's Dominican and has 36DDD (or 36F) size t**s. I LOVE them. I haven't actually seen them yet cause we haven't even met yet, but we've talked on the phone and Skyped and we text all the time. She loves me. She loves blonde white guys. I know I can get her if I want her. There is zero doubt in my mind. This is where the paranoia comes in gentlemen.
I am scared to death to have sex with her. Let me also just say I haven't exactly been getting crazy p***y lately, but now that I have the opportunity to bang this girl a lot on a consistent basis, I'm really over thinking this s***. I've done research on all of my options. The first is obviously condoms. Do you have any idea how shocked I was to find that when used correctly condoms have only a 97-98% success rate?! That's not high enough at all! That means theoretically you'd get a girl pregnant if you banged her 40-50 times! I'm the kind of person that would still pull out with a condom on and I'd still feel worried as hell. I'm sure a lot of you reading are saying that I should just have the girl go on the pill. YEA, OKAY! And trust the girl to take them consistently and/or not lie to me that she's even taking them at all? These b****** wanna get pregnant to trap you. And despite her saying that she "maybe" wants kids some day I know she definitely does wants kids. She always posts stuff on Instagram showing her nieces and nephews as well as her cousin's kids saying s*** about having baby fever and wanting a mixed baby. Jesus f****** Christ. I'm scared just typing this s***. Now, naturally, my next step was thinking about a vasectomy. Imagine my surprise AGAIN when I read that they aren't 100% either!? Is this some kind of joke? I always thought they were. But I've read quite a few horror stories online about couples who still got pregnant after the guy got a vasectomy. s***, I'd still wear a condom. I don't care! And I don't want to go through that procedure and the whole process if it's not completely, definitively gonna help!
I don't even know what to do. I feel like my whole world has been turned on its head. It's absolutely insane how men have no rights. A man's opinion/thoughts/beliefs mean NOTHING. If I want to actually keep a kid, it doesn't matter. A woman can get an abortion with no questions asked. But if the woman wants to keep it, then OH WELL BUDDY. YOU'RE F****D! You're just gonna have to be on the hook for 18 years. Too bad. Guys, I know I sounds like an absolute maniac. Like I belong in the looney bin. But even though the odds of getting a girl pregnant if I take all precautions is like getting struck by lightning or hitting a hole in one, I have to think about the worst case scenario. The doomsday scenario. I would absolutely be DEVASTATED. I couldn't imagine my life that way, being a slave to a f****** b**** and a rotten little kid for 18 years. Just stop and really think about that guys. 18 f****** years. No financial freedom. No actual freedom in terms of time. Of course I can express all of this to her when the time comes and she might say she'd get an abortion if it happened because she's not ready for kids. But again, come on. Would anyone trust that s***? She'd definitely keep it once the situation actually became real!
So anyway, as one of my friends said, just do anal. And have her blow you and jerk you off and t***y f*** her. Yea, sure. Those all sound good to me. But isn't it crazy how a man can't relinquish rights to a baby that he never wanted and the woman carried to term because she has all the power? Completely insane. Actually...
I've read that a man can relinquish the rights to a baby BUT the woman has to sign off on it as well. And that's not gonna happen lol. Why would she do that? She'd rather be a parasite and take half of your f****** money! But this got me thinking: would it be possible to have paperwork drafted up by a lawyer that could be signed by you and her (and any future girl) that would completely free you of any responsibility in the event that the doomsday scenario occurred and she got pregnant and kept the kid? This intrigues me to no end. I'm thinking it might be possible.
I welcome any comments about my paranoia, but I'd really love answers to the last question I posed about having a lawyer write up some kind of document to sign. I know I sound crazy guys, but remember, don't think about the pleasure of the few seconds/minutes of f****** and c*****g. Think about the absolute worst case scenario. I hope you guys can say something to make me feel better, but I really don't know.
First, I just want to say that reading ROK and this forum and all kinds of things on the manosphere has vastly improved my life and has only served to further reinforce the beliefs I've held all my life. So thank all of you for that.
Secondly, I am an EXTREMELY paranoid person. I know most (if not all) of you will think I'm absolutely crazy. But I just hope that you can at least say that you can see where I'm coming from if things do go wrong in the situation I'm talking about.
Okay, so here we go. I know my thread's subject probably caught your eye, but let me tell you all a little bit about myself. I am a decent looking 28 year old white guy working in IT. I work out HARD 3 times a week. I have improved myself physically drastically over the past 6-7 months or so. It has certainly helped as many girls and just people in general have commented on my physique. And obviously it's helped greatly with my confidence. However, I still am not and never have been great at really getting girls. Part of it is just that I don't give a fuck. Girls my age are completely f****** useless and a nightmare to deal with. You guys know how it is. I don't have to get into that. But of course, I want to have a f%^& buddy here and there. So I've been trying a lot on dating apps lately. It's been going okay actually. And it looks like I may have gotten my ideal girl to mess around with. But...
I absolutely DO NOT want to have kids. The very thought of it completey scares the living s*** out of me. I would cry every single f****** day of my life if I got a girl pregnant. I would actually consider suicide rather than become a f****** slave for 18 years to some snot nosed little s*** and its useless f****** mother.
But anyway, I'm a big t** man. I absolutely love gigantic t**s. My brother and friends make fun of me for it, but I don't care. I can't help it. I love what I love lol. I've also always had a thing for Latinas. So, I've been talking to this girl that I met on a dating app. She's Dominican and has 36DDD (or 36F) size t**s. I LOVE them. I haven't actually seen them yet cause we haven't even met yet, but we've talked on the phone and Skyped and we text all the time. She loves me. She loves blonde white guys. I know I can get her if I want her. There is zero doubt in my mind. This is where the paranoia comes in gentlemen.
I am scared to death to have sex with her. Let me also just say I haven't exactly been getting crazy p***y lately, but now that I have the opportunity to bang this girl a lot on a consistent basis, I'm really over thinking this s***. I've done research on all of my options. The first is obviously condoms. Do you have any idea how shocked I was to find that when used correctly condoms have only a 97-98% success rate?! That's not high enough at all! That means theoretically you'd get a girl pregnant if you banged her 40-50 times! I'm the kind of person that would still pull out with a condom on and I'd still feel worried as hell. I'm sure a lot of you reading are saying that I should just have the girl go on the pill. YEA, OKAY! And trust the girl to take them consistently and/or not lie to me that she's even taking them at all? These b****** wanna get pregnant to trap you. And despite her saying that she "maybe" wants kids some day I know she definitely does wants kids. She always posts stuff on Instagram showing her nieces and nephews as well as her cousin's kids saying s*** about having baby fever and wanting a mixed baby. Jesus f****** Christ. I'm scared just typing this s***. Now, naturally, my next step was thinking about a vasectomy. Imagine my surprise AGAIN when I read that they aren't 100% either!? Is this some kind of joke? I always thought they were. But I've read quite a few horror stories online about couples who still got pregnant after the guy got a vasectomy. s***, I'd still wear a condom. I don't care! And I don't want to go through that procedure and the whole process if it's not completely, definitively gonna help!
I don't even know what to do. I feel like my whole world has been turned on its head. It's absolutely insane how men have no rights. A man's opinion/thoughts/beliefs mean NOTHING. If I want to actually keep a kid, it doesn't matter. A woman can get an abortion with no questions asked. But if the woman wants to keep it, then OH WELL BUDDY. YOU'RE F****D! You're just gonna have to be on the hook for 18 years. Too bad. Guys, I know I sounds like an absolute maniac. Like I belong in the looney bin. But even though the odds of getting a girl pregnant if I take all precautions is like getting struck by lightning or hitting a hole in one, I have to think about the worst case scenario. The doomsday scenario. I would absolutely be DEVASTATED. I couldn't imagine my life that way, being a slave to a f****** b**** and a rotten little kid for 18 years. Just stop and really think about that guys. 18 f****** years. No financial freedom. No actual freedom in terms of time. Of course I can express all of this to her when the time comes and she might say she'd get an abortion if it happened because she's not ready for kids. But again, come on. Would anyone trust that s***? She'd definitely keep it once the situation actually became real!
So anyway, as one of my friends said, just do anal. And have her blow you and jerk you off and t***y f*** her. Yea, sure. Those all sound good to me. But isn't it crazy how a man can't relinquish rights to a baby that he never wanted and the woman carried to term because she has all the power? Completely insane. Actually...
I've read that a man can relinquish the rights to a baby BUT the woman has to sign off on it as well. And that's not gonna happen lol. Why would she do that? She'd rather be a parasite and take half of your f****** money! But this got me thinking: would it be possible to have paperwork drafted up by a lawyer that could be signed by you and her (and any future girl) that would completely free you of any responsibility in the event that the doomsday scenario occurred and she got pregnant and kept the kid? This intrigues me to no end. I'm thinking it might be possible.
I welcome any comments about my paranoia, but I'd really love answers to the last question I posed about having a lawyer write up some kind of document to sign. I know I sound crazy guys, but remember, don't think about the pleasure of the few seconds/minutes of f****** and c*****g. Think about the absolute worst case scenario. I hope you guys can say something to make me feel better, but I really don't know.