Quote: (10-15-2017 06:27 PM)Spaniard88 Wrote:
You'll never be able to go back to the way things were.
Yes. I cannot unsee or un-experience these things. Pretty girls everywhere. Beautiful girls with boyfriends who would get utterly decimated in the Anglosphere. I've got to get a piece of this action.
I'm not a club guy but one night I went. It was an absolute sausagefest however I was just walking through the bar area and to my right I saw a girl, smoking hot in her makeup but also very cute, beautiful, her eyes light up as I walked by. She was being hounded by a couple of no-game arabs the whole night. Even to these guys she rejected their advances politely. I should have approached but her beauty in that club was so surprising, and the way she looked at me, I cannot describe. I actually had a chance with her and top tier beauty girls at times. Nowhere near all the time, but enough special looking girls to make me think, "I am not that far below Justin Bieber." Talk about stepping off the plane ready to conquer the world. Fuck Selena Gomez man this girl and others of this caliber were better, and I saw about a couple dozen at this level over a period of a few weeks. The problem is they often surprised me and caught me off guard.
I approached a tall girl in the mall and asked her for directions, all a lie of course, but she walked me to the map of the mall and gave me a leaflet, she was very busy working 7 days a week, I was transitioning when her friend called her. She told me "have a lovely stay in the city".
In the middle of a conversation with a pretty young student I commented on the color of polish girls' hair, that it was not as blonde as I expected, and I ran my hand down her long, natural hair. It was beautiful because it was natural, two strangers, no routines, this is where daygame can be one of the most beautiful things in the world, and at the same time so dark and lonely, especially when solo. After I did this, the girl's eyes lit up and she looked "into" me, not at me.
In every instance, there had to be a feminine girl, otherwise there would have been no electricity between masculine and feminine. This is why you can't feel this magic with western girls anymore, because they have drifted so far away from the feminine pole.
I did bang 2 girls, but little moments like these I remember, like beacons of light against the dark void of soulless existence in the USA.
Somehow I've got to make this work. Just one date with my first EE girl was like three hours of heaven compared to banging an american girl. I do have the fear that it is a drug to which I may get hopelessly addicted to the point of self-destruction, not entirely unlike a heroin addict. As one wise poster once said, "EE is where men's dreams go to live or die." I love asian girls but I don't know if they would be able to entirely replace the much harder EE girls. If I fail, could they be the methadone to my heroin? I wonder if a trip to SEA for sanity's sake might just at least alleviate the worst of PSAD.