Im a longtime reader of Roosh but i've rarely ever posted. Game has changed my life, and in very short time too. I was a typical pining beta, but about a year ago, I took the redpill and things have improved drastically.
Here's my story:
I'm a student at a very SJW friendly college and shit sucks in terms of parties, friends, and chicks imho. I threw a huge party this summer and I charmed a girl at the party, who was absolutely gorgeous, and who it turns out was a model working in ny. She came back home for the summer and because the spring before she had gotten jaundice and had to take a break from modeling. My party was big enough that through a friend of a friend she heard about it and came. Got her number, went on a traditional date (unheard of right?) and started dating her by the third date.
(Full disclosure, im 6 ft 2in, blond blue-eyed and /fit/.) But that means nothing, most good looking guys are thirsty as fuck and get absolutely nothing at college, even the frat bros who i used to hang out with. Really sad actually, the state of college campuses... Not to mention the rape awareness scare, but i digress.
Here's my predicament. She's really cute, feminine, best sex i've had in my short young life, cooks for me and brings it to my college dorm, wants to move in with me, and is really the opposite of all the feminist cunts ive pumped and dumped throughout college. Idk how I would have gotten through fall semester without her.
But im going to Russia, speak Russian, and made the plans to go there and bang lots and lots before i even met her.
I feel awful for wanting to fuck up something like this. Am i just not alpha enough? I really can't ask for advice from anyone i know, hopefully some of the older guys can give me their 2 cents.
Here's my story:
I'm a student at a very SJW friendly college and shit sucks in terms of parties, friends, and chicks imho. I threw a huge party this summer and I charmed a girl at the party, who was absolutely gorgeous, and who it turns out was a model working in ny. She came back home for the summer and because the spring before she had gotten jaundice and had to take a break from modeling. My party was big enough that through a friend of a friend she heard about it and came. Got her number, went on a traditional date (unheard of right?) and started dating her by the third date.
(Full disclosure, im 6 ft 2in, blond blue-eyed and /fit/.) But that means nothing, most good looking guys are thirsty as fuck and get absolutely nothing at college, even the frat bros who i used to hang out with. Really sad actually, the state of college campuses... Not to mention the rape awareness scare, but i digress.
Here's my predicament. She's really cute, feminine, best sex i've had in my short young life, cooks for me and brings it to my college dorm, wants to move in with me, and is really the opposite of all the feminist cunts ive pumped and dumped throughout college. Idk how I would have gotten through fall semester without her.
But im going to Russia, speak Russian, and made the plans to go there and bang lots and lots before i even met her.
I feel awful for wanting to fuck up something like this. Am i just not alpha enough? I really can't ask for advice from anyone i know, hopefully some of the older guys can give me their 2 cents.