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07-16-2017, 01:55 PM
This chick used to rub my dick through my pants every day on the way home from high school on the school bus for 2-3 months. Huge tits and hot. I was like 16 and had 0 idea what to do.... completely noob. maybe not beta but still embarrassing.
Christ. I didn't get laid until 5 years later...
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07-18-2017, 02:03 PM
Reading through my old posts in this thread. Man it's a shame that girl was cute and sweet maybe I needed to be more firm with her.
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07-18-2017, 03:14 PM
I did tons of beta shit lol.
But there was this young thin blond girl that was also into heavy metal like me.
We had a nice date (ofc i didnt escalate i was so fucking bad) and a week later, she went to a party just 10min from my apartment. I told her if she want, she can come to my place and sleep. She did. She was lying just in underwear in my bed and i just fucking cuddled her like a bitch. I couldnt sleep a minute this night. Ofc i didnt saw her again. Didnt know what i did wrong. I thought not to have sex wasnt that bad because it will put me to a nice guy and different from the bad boys. Oh boy!
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07-27-2017, 11:17 PM
On multiple occasions an attractive woman has eye fucked the shit out of me and I didn't do anything about it, my justification was only a slut would be that forward.
Sad. Glad I'm not that guy anymore.
I don't just want what I want. I want it, in the way that I want it.
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07-30-2017, 02:24 AM
I once gave a girl a rose for valentines day in my final year of school without really knowing her that well, hoping that something would transpire after that. #LJBF
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07-30-2017, 03:11 AM
Oh God, this is gonna hurt... Keep in mind this was before I found sites like SoSuave or RVF, or started thinking for myself.
As a teen in the mid/late 90's, I sent a mixtape of sappy songs to a girl on Valentines, but I never followed up on that because I thought she'd come to me.
Just like in some goddamn Disney-romcom.
Needless to say, I waited for way too many goddamn years.
Really fucked up my teen years pining for (and "being faithful" to) one girl who as it turns out had hotter friends who'd apparently been interested in me.
In my early 20's, I was still asking my mom for advice on how to get the girl, 'cause I wasn't making progress with this other gal.
On my mothers suggestion, I wrote her a letter wherein I "expressed my true feelings". Just like in some goddamn Disney-romcom.
Later on, I started hearing stories about myself from mutual friends. Descriptions like "creepy", "stalker" and "mamas boy" were used.
All this and not once did the truth pop into my head because I believed in "Amor vincit omnia" like a Scientologist believes in their lore.
Ain't (beta) life grand?
“As long as you are going to be thinking anyway, think big.” - Donald J. Trump
"I don't get all the women I want, I get all the women who want me." - David Lee Roth
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07-31-2017, 03:32 PM
I once gave expensive flowers to a girls I wasn´t banging. Of course I never banged her.
I did not break up with a girlfriend after she scream another guys name while orgasming. I stayed with her for 5 months after this happened, unbelievable.
The harder you practice, the luckier you get.
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07-31-2017, 06:37 PM
Forgive and tell my ex-girlfriend it was all right she desired other men, and it was fine to think about banging other dudes. Told her it was all right to make out with one of her coworkers in his apartment while I was working like a mule, and assure her that I still loved her with all my being and I would always love her. Give her permission to fuck with any guy she wanted since we were in an 'open-minded' relationship and things can't go wrong since men are women are 'equal'. Go figure. She broke up with me 2 months after all of this.
Other than that, cry like a baby in front of girls in highschool. Give them presents and chocolates (advised by my mom). Told them they were the most beautiful creatures ever created. Getting on my knees begging one bitch to not leave me. The same bitch I got on my knees for, refused to fuck me for a year. I actually never fucked her. That's most of it, but i'm sure there's more.
I'm sorry guys, I know this is cringeworthy, but I had to let it all out.
However, Good news are my blue-pill rehab has taken one year to help me achieve the following:
-Improve my mood and push depression back to the point I'm defeating it.
-I've worked out for the first time in my life.
-Work on my goals and defeat negative thougths.
-Made my first cold approaches. I need to improve on this.
-I kissed and made out with several girls while dancing, i used to think this was impossible.
-I got my first redpill game bang and multiple prospects.
-Improved my relationship with my father and brother.
-Improved my relationship with my mom. She's been shit testing me all my life. Shit tests are necessary.
-Lots of things have improved in my life overall.
-Even my dogs treat me better.
That's it people, I hope you know there's hope for blue-pill men.
PS: I have a date set for wednesday with a dyed-hair femenist nonetheless really hot colombiana. We've been sexting all this weekend. So I hope I can see you guys on the 'I just had sex' thread.
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08-01-2017, 06:08 AM
I was a Beta!
I was brainwashed though.
You see, I am the only boy out of four kids (I got three sisters), and I am the youngest one, that meant plenty of pampering from my mom and my sisters.
My dad was a prick, he was never around. So who did I turn to for guidance on how to be a man? To my beta white male school teachers!
What happened to me?
I was indoctrinated by them to believe that women are unique special creatures, you must cater to them, work hard to impress them, and pray so that a miracle can happen and they can fall for you!
When I hit puberty I started to crave female companionship. So I started hitting on the girls in my school. Sadly I was always rejected, I even went as far buying flowers to a girl who threw them on my face. I would write poems, songs and more for girls I liked only to be told I am a creep! and then see them run to the arms of some douchebag in the room.
Yep. I was a fucking beta loser!
At the age of 19 I had already figured out girls liked the bad guys. And there I was, 19, a virgin, and stuck in NYC.
After highschool I got a job working for a hispanic man, we would go to Queens and fix apartments that belonged to the county, it was public housing.
One time we went into this puerto rican woman's house. She was 40 and a milf. Her husband was in the Army and she was home alone for the next months. I noticed that she would check me out here and there, she would make jokes about how good of a job I do, and how she wonders if I do everything else like that. (I was such a fucking beta this would have no context in my head). All I could think of it was how much I wish I could get a girlfriend, and for me it mean the teenage skinny white bitches from around my house.
One time I was horny as hell, and the puerto rican woman left her panties in the room I was painting. (Now I realize she did it on purpose). I saw them and started to rub them against my dick, she came and told me it was cool. (I was scared as fuck for my job), however she told me she wanted to suck my dick (very openly) and everything started for me!
That woman taught me how to do everything! She also did everything you can imagine to me!
I saw her for about 8 months. Incredible chemistry! One time I banged her seven times in one day!
She then recommended to me that I joined the army. It'd give me the chance to get the fuck out of the US and see the world! And so I did.
The best thing ever!
I realized how much women outside of the US value me being a good looking young fit white guy!
I banged women in South America, Europe, Asia left and right. (Ironically never a US-American)
One time in the US i went to a club and this white chick was all attention whoring, I said why not, let me hit that American apple pie. (Dissappointing, she had a lose pussy, acted like a slut, generic sex)
From that moment on I started to bang American women more frequently and realized they suck, literally!
So my focus became women from abroad! I do not give American women the time of the day!
Today I am 32, I know what I want, how I want it and when I want it. If it doesn't work for me, then screw it! I am direct and I had pussy overdose so I do not bend over backwards for any bitch! That makes an alpha and women detect it and chase me around.
Now I have teenage newphews and I tell them openly what the deal is like! Good thing is they all got fathers who are pretty much in agreement with me!
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08-01-2017, 01:32 PM
I was a shy virginal kid at college. I was there for two weeks when I met this American chick in the computer lab one night. About a 7 and from the Midwest (she was studying abroad for a year; I'm in the UK).
We went out one Friday night. No escalation on my part. The next night she invites me round, cooks me a meal, and then invites me into her room.
I did nothing.
We sat on her bed and I did nothing.
As I left her that night, as I waited for a cab, I asked if I could kiss her goodnight.
Just totally pathetic.
Thankfully I did end up losing my virginity about two weeks later to a cute little Asian, but still.
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08-01-2017, 04:25 PM
Aha, there were a couple of beta moments I could think off, and which are part of my skeletons in the closet.
When I was 25 and studying abroad, I met this spanish girl in a party. She was CUTE, like an 8.5. So we start making out in the club, next thing I know we´re heading to my dorm (never gave her an excuse, just took her out of the party and started walking towards my place with my arm around her). We get to my place, I start kissing her and I have her finally naked in my bed. You might haved think I closed the deal right? Wrong!!! her LMR was that she had just finished with her boyfriend, and she didn´t feel ready to have sex with another guy (while she was lying naked in my bed). So i played the "I respect you" card and did not have sex with her....I should have known better.
My second beta moment was this year...although you will judge if it qualifies like that. I met for drinks with this girl that has a 10 body, but a 6 face. We went to my house in the beach (40km south of where I live) to have some cocktails while watching the sunset. We start making out, and I take her to my bedroom, all the while she keeps saying that she didn´t want to have sex that day (although she was in her underwear in my bed). The thing is that the previous night and that morning I had been banging another chick...so I was kinda dry as hell and feeling a bit lazy about initiating sex again when I wasn´t "fully" recovered. So yeah, I "respected" her and didn´t close the deal (of course, that chick dissapeard....didn´t get to bang her).