Hi all,
I've joined this forum a few months ago, but this is my first post. I seek your advice on a matter that's been bugging me for years.
But first a brief introduction. I'm 30 and live in Europe. I was born with a disability called Cerebral Palsy. In my case, CP manifests itself mainly as speech and locomotor disorder. My movements and voice have this decidedly "inebriated" quality, even though I am able to walk more or less normally. By the way, I live on my own, am a college graduate (in a STEM field), and have a more or less decent job.
Females don't really dig my type of disability, of course. Especially because I'm also rather short (5'4"), of Japanese descent, and not at all the muscular type. I've never had a GF, and I'd still be a virgin if I hadn't slept with a few hookers in my mid-to-late twenties.
This is why I got interested in game (actually the manosphere in general). But unfortunately most advice assumes that a man can carry himself in such a way that women take him seriously and see him as their social equal (if not superior), at least initially. For me that's very difficult. Most chicks assume from the start that I'm either drunk or mentally retarded. This renders most game advice useless in my particular case.
Of course I searched the internet for specific "disability game". However, apart from some inspirational stories, such as Sean Stephenson's, there doesn't seem to be much information about that particular topic.
Women who don't already know me usually treat me like a piece of low-value trash. I know the look when I see it. That absolutely poisonous mixture of contempt, amusement, and disgust. A few broads even said it to my face. "I wouldn't sleep with you if you were the last man on Earth." Sometimes I wonder whether my SMV isn't actually less than zero. When I hit my lowest low, a few years ago, I even contemplated offing myself.
Since those dark days, I've become stronger, and more realistic in my outlook (more red pill perhaps), but not really much happier. Am I really destined to spend the rest of my years on this planet as an incel? Screw that!
What I do know is that I have long ceased to believe the saccharine shit the women in my life keep repeating to me. "Be nice, be yourself, and I'm sure someone will come along." Or this classic one: "I'm certain that it [marriage] will happen to you. Just be patient. Maybe it will happen when you're like 40 or 50." Right. As if my life is some fucking Hollywood feel-good tearjerker. Also, the prospect of getting hitched with some post-wall hag doesn't appeal to me very much. Actually, I prefer celibacy to hitting on women I don't find attractive.
My demands in that area aren't unrealistic at all. I'd happily date women in the 4/5/6 range. And I wouldn't mind having a GF with a disability, as long as I found other things about her attractive.
Any ideas on how to shed the asexual/drunk/retarded vibe I'm sending out to the ladies? I'm sick and tired of not getting any fun in the sack, ever. Thanks for reading!
I've joined this forum a few months ago, but this is my first post. I seek your advice on a matter that's been bugging me for years.
But first a brief introduction. I'm 30 and live in Europe. I was born with a disability called Cerebral Palsy. In my case, CP manifests itself mainly as speech and locomotor disorder. My movements and voice have this decidedly "inebriated" quality, even though I am able to walk more or less normally. By the way, I live on my own, am a college graduate (in a STEM field), and have a more or less decent job.
Females don't really dig my type of disability, of course. Especially because I'm also rather short (5'4"), of Japanese descent, and not at all the muscular type. I've never had a GF, and I'd still be a virgin if I hadn't slept with a few hookers in my mid-to-late twenties.
This is why I got interested in game (actually the manosphere in general). But unfortunately most advice assumes that a man can carry himself in such a way that women take him seriously and see him as their social equal (if not superior), at least initially. For me that's very difficult. Most chicks assume from the start that I'm either drunk or mentally retarded. This renders most game advice useless in my particular case.
Of course I searched the internet for specific "disability game". However, apart from some inspirational stories, such as Sean Stephenson's, there doesn't seem to be much information about that particular topic.
Women who don't already know me usually treat me like a piece of low-value trash. I know the look when I see it. That absolutely poisonous mixture of contempt, amusement, and disgust. A few broads even said it to my face. "I wouldn't sleep with you if you were the last man on Earth." Sometimes I wonder whether my SMV isn't actually less than zero. When I hit my lowest low, a few years ago, I even contemplated offing myself.
Since those dark days, I've become stronger, and more realistic in my outlook (more red pill perhaps), but not really much happier. Am I really destined to spend the rest of my years on this planet as an incel? Screw that!
What I do know is that I have long ceased to believe the saccharine shit the women in my life keep repeating to me. "Be nice, be yourself, and I'm sure someone will come along." Or this classic one: "I'm certain that it [marriage] will happen to you. Just be patient. Maybe it will happen when you're like 40 or 50." Right. As if my life is some fucking Hollywood feel-good tearjerker. Also, the prospect of getting hitched with some post-wall hag doesn't appeal to me very much. Actually, I prefer celibacy to hitting on women I don't find attractive.
My demands in that area aren't unrealistic at all. I'd happily date women in the 4/5/6 range. And I wouldn't mind having a GF with a disability, as long as I found other things about her attractive.
Any ideas on how to shed the asexual/drunk/retarded vibe I'm sending out to the ladies? I'm sick and tired of not getting any fun in the sack, ever. Thanks for reading!
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