Not going to lie guys, this thread is providing me with a great crutch/support to rely on. I can't thank you guys enough. To all my brethern, Beyond borders, Anonymousbosch, pitt, all of you guys, thank you so much.
Haven't spoken to her in about 3-4 days now. Nothing, radio silence. While it doesn't hurt as bad as I thought (she was a complete bitch that last few months) I do miss her deeply. Call me whatever, but we had a great bond, and a great beginning. It's hard to just throw away this girl, despite everything. Emotions are a bitch....
The urge to call her/establish contact is crazy.
Restarted the gym, getting back into strongman training. That's one positive...
Using this thread to sort've bring out whats inside of me. The true lonely, sinking feeling is really beginning to kick it. Why? why do I need a female figure in my life so bad that it causes me to feel this fucking way? It's a crazy thought. There is literally not a single female alive on this earth that actually gives a shit about me. Though I have my father and younger brother and good friends, I can't help but feel alone.
It's going to be a long, long fight to restore the happiness I felt as a young boy. I never realized the hole in my spirit this girl actually filled up...
Haven't spoken to her in about 3-4 days now. Nothing, radio silence. While it doesn't hurt as bad as I thought (she was a complete bitch that last few months) I do miss her deeply. Call me whatever, but we had a great bond, and a great beginning. It's hard to just throw away this girl, despite everything. Emotions are a bitch....
The urge to call her/establish contact is crazy.
Restarted the gym, getting back into strongman training. That's one positive...
Using this thread to sort've bring out whats inside of me. The true lonely, sinking feeling is really beginning to kick it. Why? why do I need a female figure in my life so bad that it causes me to feel this fucking way? It's a crazy thought. There is literally not a single female alive on this earth that actually gives a shit about me. Though I have my father and younger brother and good friends, I can't help but feel alone.
It's going to be a long, long fight to restore the happiness I felt as a young boy. I never realized the hole in my spirit this girl actually filled up...