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Did you guys have a rough schooling??
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

WARNING: VERY LONG POST

My childhood is one long pathetic escapade, One that i hate thinking about. I have a dysfunctional family, moved from NM to TX in 2000, and couldn't fit in. Still don't. I consider myself a problem child back then. Changed schools 3 times for the first 3 grades.

In the 1st grade, i was accused of having ADD by an incompetent teacher. My loving mother fought this bullshit and i was clear.

In 2nd grade, i went through weird shit. I had a racist teacher, accused another of disciplining me when she didn't, and in general, was that "weird kid." Had a babysitter that was just… ugh… Her grandson would pick on me all the time. Around this time i started gaining weight. This doesn't help. Children can be cruel vicious little shits.

3rd grade was decent, but it had its issues. 9/11. A daycare prison center that shoved christianity and other shit down my throat.

4th grade was A DOOZY. If you want a terrible story, here is one.
I don't know what was my train of thought in this stupid shit. You see, i had a crush on 2 girls, still remember their names and the fact they were BFF's.
So what is a overweight weird kid to do??? Why, to get some chalk and write some stalker shit on school grounds like "I'M GONNA GET YOU (NAME)" I did this shit THREE TIMES… The last time i did it, i got caught and really went over the top. I obtained a directory of students and you know what this guy did??? I wrote down ALL OF THE FEMALE STUDENT'S NAMES AND SAID "I'M GONNA GET YOU". Swear to the forum, i am not lying.

Now think about this, i got caught doing this freaky shit and was punished. What was it, you ask??? I HAD TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERY SINGLE FEMALE STUDENT IN THE 4TH GRADE. I burned any and all chances of being accepted throughout the rest of my school life.

5th grade was a killer. I was an educated failure, an emotional bitch. One day, all the teachers called my parents to a meeting discussing me, resulting in the day starting late and me being a laughing stock.

6th grade was discipline land ahoy. Got in trouble due to frequent back talk. Had a teacher that ended up killing herself while i was in high school. Overdose. Single Cat Lady. RIP. Had my first fight. Lost… I thought being big would help. Guy landed fury of punches. Not one hit from me. Worst part is i saw him couple times after and could have taken my revenge. Didn't...

JR HIGH WAS HELL…
Picked on for my weight by the entire student population for 3 years. Had so called friends that would do nothing but pick on me and like the beta bitch i was, took it in the ass. I stood up for myself from time to time, but was a weak fat kid. Grades suffered. Disciplined constantly. Still was weird too. I was an introvert but would talk MAD SHIT behind people's back. Learned my lesson.

High school was the one and only thing that went well due to me being adamant about changing schools to get away from the assholes that knew me. Best decision i made. Grades improved by a long shot. Lost weight starting junior year, but that's a different story. Still got in trouble with the administration though. Shattered a glass door, called the secretaries "Communists", The principal and i would butt heads. I remember one fat ugly old cow that has a hard on for discipline.

If their is one story that shows how anti male and politically correct the education system is, it is this one…

In sophomore year, i was in an art class. Our assignment was to draw a lizard. Still have it and it looks cool. Anyway, i notice some students laughing at something. Apparently, some asshole took it upon himself to draw a caricature of me. I got up, got in his face, told him to go fuck himself QUIETLY, got the drawing and ripped it, threw it in the garbage and sat back down at my desk without causing a scene.
The teacher notices and asks the other dude what happened. The dude goes off and says he's gonna kick my ass. I show the teacher the drawing and explain that i stood up for myself.

Teacher calls the school officer and we are escorted to the office. I am given a Saturday detention, a Citation for disruption of class, and go through a judicial program for minors. Served 42 hours of community service. ALL THIS FOR STANDING UP FOR MY DAMN SELF…


Fuck School.

Thank you for reading if you made it this far.
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

For a few weeks, back in fifth or sixth grade, this guy named Thomas stole pens out of my desk.

I tried to stop him once but he pushed me down and laughed. [Image: cry.gif]
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

So why are you telling us about it? I am sure all of us on this forum had a bad incident in school but i find it weird how you can remember all these events. Get over them. I am sure you may be too young so its not easy for you to get over it but trust me, if you want to talk about problems, your league of problems is too small. Don't get emotional about these things.
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

I'm just sharing experiences. This process is necessary for those who want to improve themselves. This shit was a springboard for me to start taking action.
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

Live in the present

"If anything's gonna happen, it's gonna happen out there!- Captain Ron
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

Don't blame others for your failures. Don't act weird. Get fit. Work on your social skills, they appear to be lacking. The past is done. Be thankful you have this forum as a resource, not all of us were so fortunate. Read everything Giovinny writes and copy his attitude: be fucking positive all the time. I'm not sure sharing experiences leads to improvement: I think that is actually female-centric thinking. Talking does nothing. Only actions lead to improvement. Why not write about the positive actions you have already taken and the results obtained.
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Quote: (11-06-2013 06:19 PM)Menace Wrote:  

Don't blame others for your failures. Don't act weird. Get fit. Work on your social skills, they appear to be lacking. The past is done. Be thankful you have this forum as a resource, not all of us were so fortunate. Read everything Giovinny writes and copy his attitude: be fucking positive all the time. I'm not sure sharing experiences leads to improvement: I think that is actually female-centric thinking. Talking does nothing. Only actions lead to improvement. Why not write about the positive actions you have already taken and the results obtained.

I will totally second the emphasis on taking action.

If getting it out helps you get past it as an obstacle in life, get it out. We all have to start somewhere. Just make sure you move on and don't focus on the past. If you're carrying a grudge against all those people from your past just remember that success is the best revenge. Become the person they never saw coming and never imagined would be so amazing.

If you are going to impose your will on the world, you must have control over what you believe.

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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

Quote: (11-06-2013 07:52 PM)Osiris Wrote:  

Quote: (11-06-2013 06:19 PM)Menace Wrote:  

Don't blame others for your failures. Don't act weird. Get fit. Work on your social skills, they appear to be lacking. The past is done. Be thankful you have this forum as a resource, not all of us were so fortunate. Read everything Giovinny writes and copy his attitude: be fucking positive all the time. I'm not sure sharing experiences leads to improvement: I think that is actually female-centric thinking. Talking does nothing. Only actions lead to improvement. Why not write about the positive actions you have already taken and the results obtained.

I will totally second the emphasis on taking action.

If getting it out helps you get past it as an obstacle in life, get it out. We all have to start somewhere. Just make sure you move on and don't focus on the past. If you're carrying a grudge against all those people from your past just remember that success is the best revenge. Become the person they never saw coming and never imagined would be so amazing.

Also I recommend you read this post and consider the philosophy of REBT ("Albert Ellis, the founder of cognitive behavioral therapy, has spent the past 50 years encouraging patients to "forget their goddamn past!")

http://www.rooshvforum.network/thread-28873.html

Take care of those titties for me.
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Did you guys have a rough schooling??

Summary of my stupid but funny childhood:
I've gone to private school for most of my life, I have always been an "average" kid popularity wise. I was a big and tall kid but I was a pussy until the 4th grade, I'd let people screw with me. I pushed a kid into a steel pole and kicked him off the top of the playground slide in 4th grade because he was messing with me all the time and kept stealing my lunch. I got shafted by the teachers for doing that and had to have a teacher "watch over" me all the way through the 5th grade. I remember coming home and telling my parents what happened, my mom was horrified and pissed but my dad cracked up and told me to do it again if someone ever picked on me.

It was either 7th or 8th grade when I broke some kid's wrist by smashing him into the wall. He threw a craft knife at my head in class, so I got pissed- he was crazy or something. The same kid punched a teacher a couple weeks after that incident. I got out of that one because the teachers and principal were on my dick since I was a "nice" kid. Plus they knew the other kid was a nutcase. He was expelled and went to special-ed school.

Freshman year of high school I grabbed a pothead and locked him in one of the "tall" lockers in the locker room for a while because he was talking shit about me, stole my iPod, and tried to purposely injure me in football. Administration never got me in trouble thankfully, but I made him look like a bitch. Sophomore year he tried messing with me by throwing my food on the ground, I simply walked away. He came up to where I was sitting, the ballsy motherf***** slapped me and got up in my shit. I hit him once without thinking what I was doing and broke his nose ACCIDENTALLY. Only one teacher saw, thankfully he was the football coach and he knew the backstory behind our beef. I owe him for turning a blind eye big time. Kid left the school and told his parents he fell and broke his nose. Last I've heard of him was that he dropped out of school and was sent to juvie or something for selling drugs on a school campus.
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Soviet schooling
Grade 1-3 posh french lang school. mom too "straight" to catch on that the french instructor needed to be bribed for me to succeed. French Lang: b in grade 1, c in grade 2, d in grade 3
Grade 4-6 Transferred to a local "normal" school. one of 3 tallest, heaviest kids in class, but fat, so easy target. fought with classmates on average once - twice a month after school. fists, pushing, takedowns. ape shit stuff. everyone pretty much had an enemy. in grade 6 got picked on by a local semi retarded juv. delinquent and his gypsy buddies. got threatened, money, clothes taken.. one recess the main guy caught me during a period when i was heading back beat me up kinda well. think he trained boxing.. so both eyes blue, nose bloodied.. lip .. a few days/week later caught by his friend and him outside. friend smaller. somehow i managed to push the boxer guy over the rail of the staircase onto the one flight down. then kicked the smaller guy in the nuts and then kicked in the face for good measure. then ran like hell. was advised not to come back to school. had to but had a teacher or an older person escort me for a month or so till school year ended. then transferred to a school next to my grandparents
grade 7-9 back to old normal couple fights a month.
there is fighting and then there is being jumped
ya. so there. idk how it is in russia now, but bet further on the periphery away from nice schools full of normal well adjusted kids you get into interesting situations if you're a kid
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If that's your problems, you couldn't survive school in third world countries like Vietnam before 2000, just saying. Teachers beat students, parents beat their children (I still remember the beating I got from my father because I drawed some pictures of nekkid girls in 8th grade, he used his belt, he also threatened to kill me while pointing a knife at me, traumatic experience, made me had a serious hang up about sex and from that point on the thought of approaching women scared the shit out of me), fights between student every week. I used to be a depressing fuck because of all that shit, I got better and grateful for place like this.
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Quote: (11-06-2013 06:19 PM)Menace Wrote:  

Read everything Giovinny writes and copy his attitude: be fucking positive all the time.

Yes x 10,000,000
Giovonny writes some of the best positive thinking motivation posts on the entire RVF.
OP would be a fool to ignore this.
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