WARNING: VERY LONG POST
My childhood is one long pathetic escapade, One that i hate thinking about. I have a dysfunctional family, moved from NM to TX in 2000, and couldn't fit in. Still don't. I consider myself a problem child back then. Changed schools 3 times for the first 3 grades.
In the 1st grade, i was accused of having ADD by an incompetent teacher. My loving mother fought this bullshit and i was clear.
In 2nd grade, i went through weird shit. I had a racist teacher, accused another of disciplining me when she didn't, and in general, was that "weird kid." Had a babysitter that was just… ugh… Her grandson would pick on me all the time. Around this time i started gaining weight. This doesn't help. Children can be cruel vicious little shits.
3rd grade was decent, but it had its issues. 9/11. A daycare prison center that shoved christianity and other shit down my throat.
4th grade was A DOOZY. If you want a terrible story, here is one.
I don't know what was my train of thought in this stupid shit. You see, i had a crush on 2 girls, still remember their names and the fact they were BFF's.
So what is a overweight weird kid to do??? Why, to get some chalk and write some stalker shit on school grounds like "I'M GONNA GET YOU (NAME)" I did this shit THREE TIMES… The last time i did it, i got caught and really went over the top. I obtained a directory of students and you know what this guy did??? I wrote down ALL OF THE FEMALE STUDENT'S NAMES AND SAID "I'M GONNA GET YOU". Swear to the forum, i am not lying.
Now think about this, i got caught doing this freaky shit and was punished. What was it, you ask??? I HAD TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERY SINGLE FEMALE STUDENT IN THE 4TH GRADE. I burned any and all chances of being accepted throughout the rest of my school life.
5th grade was a killer. I was an educated failure, an emotional bitch. One day, all the teachers called my parents to a meeting discussing me, resulting in the day starting late and me being a laughing stock.
6th grade was discipline land ahoy. Got in trouble due to frequent back talk. Had a teacher that ended up killing herself while i was in high school. Overdose. Single Cat Lady. RIP. Had my first fight. Lost… I thought being big would help. Guy landed fury of punches. Not one hit from me. Worst part is i saw him couple times after and could have taken my revenge. Didn't...
JR HIGH WAS HELL…
Picked on for my weight by the entire student population for 3 years. Had so called friends that would do nothing but pick on me and like the beta bitch i was, took it in the ass. I stood up for myself from time to time, but was a weak fat kid. Grades suffered. Disciplined constantly. Still was weird too. I was an introvert but would talk MAD SHIT behind people's back. Learned my lesson.
High school was the one and only thing that went well due to me being adamant about changing schools to get away from the assholes that knew me. Best decision i made. Grades improved by a long shot. Lost weight starting junior year, but that's a different story. Still got in trouble with the administration though. Shattered a glass door, called the secretaries "Communists", The principal and i would butt heads. I remember one fat ugly old cow that has a hard on for discipline.
If their is one story that shows how anti male and politically correct the education system is, it is this one…
In sophomore year, i was in an art class. Our assignment was to draw a lizard. Still have it and it looks cool. Anyway, i notice some students laughing at something. Apparently, some asshole took it upon himself to draw a caricature of me. I got up, got in his face, told him to go fuck himself QUIETLY, got the drawing and ripped it, threw it in the garbage and sat back down at my desk without causing a scene.
The teacher notices and asks the other dude what happened. The dude goes off and says he's gonna kick my ass. I show the teacher the drawing and explain that i stood up for myself.
Teacher calls the school officer and we are escorted to the office. I am given a Saturday detention, a Citation for disruption of class, and go through a judicial program for minors. Served 42 hours of community service. ALL THIS FOR STANDING UP FOR MY DAMN SELF…
Fuck School.
Thank you for reading if you made it this far.
My childhood is one long pathetic escapade, One that i hate thinking about. I have a dysfunctional family, moved from NM to TX in 2000, and couldn't fit in. Still don't. I consider myself a problem child back then. Changed schools 3 times for the first 3 grades.
In the 1st grade, i was accused of having ADD by an incompetent teacher. My loving mother fought this bullshit and i was clear.
In 2nd grade, i went through weird shit. I had a racist teacher, accused another of disciplining me when she didn't, and in general, was that "weird kid." Had a babysitter that was just… ugh… Her grandson would pick on me all the time. Around this time i started gaining weight. This doesn't help. Children can be cruel vicious little shits.
3rd grade was decent, but it had its issues. 9/11. A daycare prison center that shoved christianity and other shit down my throat.
4th grade was A DOOZY. If you want a terrible story, here is one.
I don't know what was my train of thought in this stupid shit. You see, i had a crush on 2 girls, still remember their names and the fact they were BFF's.
So what is a overweight weird kid to do??? Why, to get some chalk and write some stalker shit on school grounds like "I'M GONNA GET YOU (NAME)" I did this shit THREE TIMES… The last time i did it, i got caught and really went over the top. I obtained a directory of students and you know what this guy did??? I wrote down ALL OF THE FEMALE STUDENT'S NAMES AND SAID "I'M GONNA GET YOU". Swear to the forum, i am not lying.
Now think about this, i got caught doing this freaky shit and was punished. What was it, you ask??? I HAD TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERY SINGLE FEMALE STUDENT IN THE 4TH GRADE. I burned any and all chances of being accepted throughout the rest of my school life.
5th grade was a killer. I was an educated failure, an emotional bitch. One day, all the teachers called my parents to a meeting discussing me, resulting in the day starting late and me being a laughing stock.
6th grade was discipline land ahoy. Got in trouble due to frequent back talk. Had a teacher that ended up killing herself while i was in high school. Overdose. Single Cat Lady. RIP. Had my first fight. Lost… I thought being big would help. Guy landed fury of punches. Not one hit from me. Worst part is i saw him couple times after and could have taken my revenge. Didn't...
JR HIGH WAS HELL…
Picked on for my weight by the entire student population for 3 years. Had so called friends that would do nothing but pick on me and like the beta bitch i was, took it in the ass. I stood up for myself from time to time, but was a weak fat kid. Grades suffered. Disciplined constantly. Still was weird too. I was an introvert but would talk MAD SHIT behind people's back. Learned my lesson.
High school was the one and only thing that went well due to me being adamant about changing schools to get away from the assholes that knew me. Best decision i made. Grades improved by a long shot. Lost weight starting junior year, but that's a different story. Still got in trouble with the administration though. Shattered a glass door, called the secretaries "Communists", The principal and i would butt heads. I remember one fat ugly old cow that has a hard on for discipline.
If their is one story that shows how anti male and politically correct the education system is, it is this one…
In sophomore year, i was in an art class. Our assignment was to draw a lizard. Still have it and it looks cool. Anyway, i notice some students laughing at something. Apparently, some asshole took it upon himself to draw a caricature of me. I got up, got in his face, told him to go fuck himself QUIETLY, got the drawing and ripped it, threw it in the garbage and sat back down at my desk without causing a scene.
The teacher notices and asks the other dude what happened. The dude goes off and says he's gonna kick my ass. I show the teacher the drawing and explain that i stood up for myself.
Teacher calls the school officer and we are escorted to the office. I am given a Saturday detention, a Citation for disruption of class, and go through a judicial program for minors. Served 42 hours of community service. ALL THIS FOR STANDING UP FOR MY DAMN SELF…
Fuck School.
Thank you for reading if you made it this far.