I don't know what I can do. The thought of conversing with a girl I find attractive is quite terrifying for me. I only had one girl interested in me, ever...back in 2005. She was a 6. I made out with her several times and felt her tits. That's as far as it got. That's as far as I got with a woman. I ended up weirding her out with beta behavior.
Though I lack the pretty boy face of my brothers (one older, one younger...both of whom get laid regularly), I am not ugly. I am average looking.
Thing is I find it very hard to get interested in what normal people find compelling. I've been enjoying Olympics, but in general I loathe American sports. I cannot at all bond with men my age, and when I do, it's with geeks over things like art-cinema/video-games (not the mainstream ones) /niche music. Yet even those geek friends of mine have had sex with multiple women.
Never getting laid has totally fucked me over. I failed out of college 60% of the way through out of depression/loneliness. Consequently, I am now stuck in a low status career (security guard.) I don't even have the "beta" positives (i.e provider.) It is not so much the sex I want but the acceptance by a woman I find attractive.
I also made a thread on Athol Kay's forums and revealed a few more details:
http://marriedmansexlife.vanillaforums.c...-at-age-26
please comment on my situation/give advice/ridicule etc.
Though I lack the pretty boy face of my brothers (one older, one younger...both of whom get laid regularly), I am not ugly. I am average looking.
Thing is I find it very hard to get interested in what normal people find compelling. I've been enjoying Olympics, but in general I loathe American sports. I cannot at all bond with men my age, and when I do, it's with geeks over things like art-cinema/video-games (not the mainstream ones) /niche music. Yet even those geek friends of mine have had sex with multiple women.
Never getting laid has totally fucked me over. I failed out of college 60% of the way through out of depression/loneliness. Consequently, I am now stuck in a low status career (security guard.) I don't even have the "beta" positives (i.e provider.) It is not so much the sex I want but the acceptance by a woman I find attractive.
I also made a thread on Athol Kay's forums and revealed a few more details:
http://marriedmansexlife.vanillaforums.c...-at-age-26
please comment on my situation/give advice/ridicule etc.