Quote: (06-11-2012 01:34 PM)Roosh Wrote:
And what are you doing to improve it?
For me, it's having too many ideas and projects but not enough time to complete them. For every project I complete, I get ideas for 3 more, so I've had to put a lot of things on the side burner.
Right now I'm working on ways to increase my productivity, not necessarily to work longer hours, but to be more efficient and implement assembly line systems to get things done faster. For example, I've nailed a system to my travel guides that allow me to work on 4 or 5 at the same time without feeling overwhelmed.
Three years ago, my biggest concern would have been money. Six years ago, getting out of the rat race. Ten years ago, getting laid. Five years from now... who knows.
My biggest concern, well not so much concern, is moving on after my mother's suicide in February.
Since this happened I have definitely realized that the things people say, like "talking about it will make you feel better," or "It will only get worse if you hold it inside"
Are completely wrong
All that is crap. You need to #1. Come to absolute terms with the fact you will never see that person again. (sometimes in dreams but they are never dead in the dreams, so waking up does suck for all of 3 minutes)
#2: You need to realize that you are not special. People die every day. People have immediate family that die everyday. Nobody is coming over with sympathy cards and your not getting a year off of work full paid vacation. Continue on exactly as you were.
3:I watched this Mad Men episode where Don visits Peggy after she just had an abortion. She basically wouldn't speak to anyone for months she was so depressed and don gives an amazing, shit I wouldn't even call it a pep-talk, that shit is
Real-Talk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEMe3wj-Q...ure=fvwrel
They make him out to be an asshole but what does he do? What he needs to survive and to look out for people that he cares for. We got brainwashed growing up with bullshit about how everyone is equal and can be whatever they want. This is utter bullshit. Intelligence is roughly 60-80% determined by 25 years of age
One of the most ironic things is that people claim different races are smarter than others and bla bla, race is one of the few factors that make almost
no difference to general mental ability. To wrap this up, I will never tell a child of mine they can be anything they want when they grow up, I sure as hell won't tell them they are special unless they show some
extremely exceptional aptitude in a given.
What I've taken from this and how I plan to generally kick life's ass
1. I didn't yet mention that two days before she committed suicide I was incarcerated on a bench warrant for not paying the $732 dollar ticket on time. Good old pops visits me two days after being in Milwaukee County Jail and tells me that they found her dead in her apartment. Well there must be some kind of statute that if an immediate family member dies they must let you out for the funeral...bear in mind a Wisconsin first offense OWI is only a municipal citation, not even a misdemeanor.
So I'm having a grand old time in jail not having committed a crime and my mother just died...she was 48 btw...theres nothing to say about that other than I got robbed of my closest family member wayyy ahead of time. Anyways to cut this outrageous story short without expending anymore into it, didnt get out for the funeral the bail was only $750 and i later found out my uncle offered to cover HALF of it for my dad and he still said.
I did a grand old 24 days locked up, 22 of them knowing she was gone for good.
What am I doing to improve it? I learned real fuckin fast that life is way too short to give a fuck about other peoples opinions.
I've been working out like a monster since i got out early march. Gaming girls actually when previously I was just lurking around hear last summer.
Excuse the grammar on this one i wasn't given a damn so the rest of you shouldn't give a Fuck
Fuck lil wayne but Ok they wanted me up in dat cage so I'll come out in Beast mode.