This is one of those "post-defeat" newbie threads.
OP, you knew age is a factor but for some reason you decided that it's a MUCH bigger factor than it IS.
You have some inner game issues to deal with that you shouldn't neglect. I say that because it's ridiculous to think 30 is too old. Yet you still convinced yourself that it's somehow a factor.
You need to get rid of that defeatist mentality and a start asking more questions about venues, style,fitness and rambling. This is the shit you can actually control.
OP, you knew age is a factor but for some reason you decided that it's a MUCH bigger factor than it IS.
You have some inner game issues to deal with that you shouldn't neglect. I say that because it's ridiculous to think 30 is too old. Yet you still convinced yourself that it's somehow a factor.
You need to get rid of that defeatist mentality and a start asking more questions about venues, style,fitness and rambling. This is the shit you can actually control.