I would have prefered that your first post were a Datasheet of Australia or Asia. You have been lurking for so long and now come for help.
I was in your position one year and half ago, To keep it short:
*You should add some words to your vocabulary. FOCUS, PASSION, GOALS, BALANCE.
There are 3 important pillars in every life: Health, Relationships and Money. If they aren´t in the same level, You would feel empty(your case).
You should focus in something that You really like (passion) and gives you Money. Plan something for the short, medium and long term(goals) and look for the balance in your life.
You weren`t sure to be a sport teacher, don`t give a fuck what your parents want for you. Be a man and take your own decissions in the future. Analyze every option and see the benefits and drawbacks.
No one will tell you How to live a happy Life?, everyone has different perspective. Sit down, write everything you have in mind, investigate and decide.
If Your life in Australia and Asia was amazing, What are you doing in Germany? Leave the place and look for job opportunities or options in your dream places.
One last thing, Don`t blame the weather, wear a special coat and go out, DarK? the world can be darker everytime. You have no idea what to do with your time? Easy, read a book, do exercises in house, check the forum, see our recommendated movies and also write a datasheet and drop us your knowledge.
Drix
I was in your position one year and half ago, To keep it short:
*You should add some words to your vocabulary. FOCUS, PASSION, GOALS, BALANCE.
There are 3 important pillars in every life: Health, Relationships and Money. If they aren´t in the same level, You would feel empty(your case).
You should focus in something that You really like (passion) and gives you Money. Plan something for the short, medium and long term(goals) and look for the balance in your life.
You weren`t sure to be a sport teacher, don`t give a fuck what your parents want for you. Be a man and take your own decissions in the future. Analyze every option and see the benefits and drawbacks.
No one will tell you How to live a happy Life?, everyone has different perspective. Sit down, write everything you have in mind, investigate and decide.
If Your life in Australia and Asia was amazing, What are you doing in Germany? Leave the place and look for job opportunities or options in your dream places.
One last thing, Don`t blame the weather, wear a special coat and go out, DarK? the world can be darker everytime. You have no idea what to do with your time? Easy, read a book, do exercises in house, check the forum, see our recommendated movies and also write a datasheet and drop us your knowledge.
Drix