I'm usually a big talker and shit when I'm in any social setting, but sometimes(this may go on for days) I just feel the energy fading away and find it hard to genuinely enjoy myself while socializing. I can try to act but it's just not the same.
There are a few possible reasons here. My sleep is all over the place. I still get the hours in, but find that sometimes I have energy at the wrong time of day then feel tired during the important daytime hours.
My housing situation is also a constant stressor. I'm living with a senile old cunt who just annoys me all day.
I used to get to get this alot in shool years ago, being self conscious about my facial appearance(not looks, but if I looked clean). I grew out of this, but sometimes things will happen like my face getting ashy or fucking up my eyebrow by pucking too much off. When this happens I can't help thinking about how stupid I may look to others, and this drains me socially.
Obviously the above things can be remedied, but while I work on them I'd feel like I just need that extra boost to preserve the high energy side of me for a bit longer each day. I can start fine any day, but sometimes my socialness will just decline as the hours go on. Happens alot as soon as I leave the club too. I don't have anything left to keep buzzing.
Any ideas?
There are a few possible reasons here. My sleep is all over the place. I still get the hours in, but find that sometimes I have energy at the wrong time of day then feel tired during the important daytime hours.
My housing situation is also a constant stressor. I'm living with a senile old cunt who just annoys me all day.
I used to get to get this alot in shool years ago, being self conscious about my facial appearance(not looks, but if I looked clean). I grew out of this, but sometimes things will happen like my face getting ashy or fucking up my eyebrow by pucking too much off. When this happens I can't help thinking about how stupid I may look to others, and this drains me socially.
Obviously the above things can be remedied, but while I work on them I'd feel like I just need that extra boost to preserve the high energy side of me for a bit longer each day. I can start fine any day, but sometimes my socialness will just decline as the hours go on. Happens alot as soon as I leave the club too. I don't have anything left to keep buzzing.
Any ideas?