I have gone from beta male provider, following the beaten path of society, "waiting for that one special girl," to finding game, and taking the red pill. Its been a wild ride.
Since 2009 when I first read the game, I've pulled more girls then ever before in my life, and even the caliber of which has increased. I am 30. The last girl that gave me a throater was 21. How is that for top form SMV? Anyway, this is no Ebrag. I've had a shitty dating history and someone less mentally tough would have gone MGTOW ages ago.
How do you guys deal with your past? Going from beta/cuck male provider to PUA/player? Pulling girls who "I am not like that," that would never give you the time a day? I've pulled quite a few girls I got ignored by in high school and or college. They mistakenly thought I was till the same little beta male provider, that her sexual rampage and snubbing me was a nonissue. While I hold no grudge specifically at them, there is NO FUCKING WAY I WOULD DATE CRATERED SMV!
I've taken RSDTYler advice with meditation. I am on a day and night stretch of 20min. I read a lot. Currently reading religious text like the Gospels, the Gita, and some Eastern Philosophy. I am reading David Deida Way of the Superior man. I am learning about the yoga sutras. I've read every self-help book the community has suggested.
What a weird feeling it is to pull a girl who at one time, never would give you the time a day? Even better, pulling someone TOP FORM SMV, and forgetting the past. Maybe a simple reminder of just how far I've come!
Since 2009 when I first read the game, I've pulled more girls then ever before in my life, and even the caliber of which has increased. I am 30. The last girl that gave me a throater was 21. How is that for top form SMV? Anyway, this is no Ebrag. I've had a shitty dating history and someone less mentally tough would have gone MGTOW ages ago.
How do you guys deal with your past? Going from beta/cuck male provider to PUA/player? Pulling girls who "I am not like that," that would never give you the time a day? I've pulled quite a few girls I got ignored by in high school and or college. They mistakenly thought I was till the same little beta male provider, that her sexual rampage and snubbing me was a nonissue. While I hold no grudge specifically at them, there is NO FUCKING WAY I WOULD DATE CRATERED SMV!
I've taken RSDTYler advice with meditation. I am on a day and night stretch of 20min. I read a lot. Currently reading religious text like the Gospels, the Gita, and some Eastern Philosophy. I am reading David Deida Way of the Superior man. I am learning about the yoga sutras. I've read every self-help book the community has suggested.
What a weird feeling it is to pull a girl who at one time, never would give you the time a day? Even better, pulling someone TOP FORM SMV, and forgetting the past. Maybe a simple reminder of just how far I've come!