8 year old millennial who have lost alot of time and are kinda stuck
01-07-2017, 03:44 PM
I was really planning to write a long ass thread about this but I figured I make a rather short one instead and update it continously.
Short story is Im 28, I was in a relationship between 17 and 22 - my first and only girlfriend so far - at 22, getting dumped I probably got into some kind of semi-depression, isolated myself and played world of warcraft for 6 years straight.
Worked with a shitty minimum wage job just to get by and be able to afford a roof over my head and food. Lost all of my IRL friends I had since high-school and I havent touched a girl since I got dumped.
"Woke up" now at 28, deleted my account and all the characters, I had all of my social life/friends online cause of the game so yeah, I lost that too.
Ive been so damn tired and without no real motivation for so long so I recently went and checked my blood testosterone, came back 250ng/dl, 260ng/dl and 150ng/dl, also did a MRI-scan to check for some tumor on my HPTA to rule that one out and at the moment Im waiting for the results and hopefully after that I will be put on testosterone replacement therapy.
I live in Norway, a small place with just a couple thousands people. I need to get out of here and get some kind of education and hopefully get a life worth living again.
Basicly in a rut. Not sure what Im looking for with this, maybe some inspiration, motivation or "tough love", ass-kicking over the internet.
Pretty lost and without any purpose really, every day is just the same.
Im thankful for all input.
Short story is Im 28, I was in a relationship between 17 and 22 - my first and only girlfriend so far - at 22, getting dumped I probably got into some kind of semi-depression, isolated myself and played world of warcraft for 6 years straight.
Worked with a shitty minimum wage job just to get by and be able to afford a roof over my head and food. Lost all of my IRL friends I had since high-school and I havent touched a girl since I got dumped.
"Woke up" now at 28, deleted my account and all the characters, I had all of my social life/friends online cause of the game so yeah, I lost that too.
Ive been so damn tired and without no real motivation for so long so I recently went and checked my blood testosterone, came back 250ng/dl, 260ng/dl and 150ng/dl, also did a MRI-scan to check for some tumor on my HPTA to rule that one out and at the moment Im waiting for the results and hopefully after that I will be put on testosterone replacement therapy.
I live in Norway, a small place with just a couple thousands people. I need to get out of here and get some kind of education and hopefully get a life worth living again.
Basicly in a rut. Not sure what Im looking for with this, maybe some inspiration, motivation or "tough love", ass-kicking over the internet.
Pretty lost and without any purpose really, every day is just the same.
Im thankful for all input.