Let's keep it honest. Dreams are ok, and they are often reflections of our subconscious. I'll go first.
I had a dream the other night about my female best friend from grade school. It was awkward: I was essentially presented with a choice by God (that's who I take it to be)... I had two girls in front of me, a really hot brunette and the passable blonde... my childhood friend.
It created a storm of emotions in me. I was forced to confront everything I knew, and thought to know. Ironically, I chose my friend. The passable blonde. She had a really good personality and was ironically very happy (as she is in real life). I keep thinking of an ideal woman, and then I have this dream, and I think, "shit my childhood friend is the ideal woman." As I type this, I realize I should have shown some interest in her. I think she was into me. We parted ways in middle school, but somehow we ended up at the same college. Needless to say, I saw her caring instinct-- and it was directed at me, although i didn't realize it at the time. She is dating a real jerk (I don't know how to put it) who is a loser, as opposed to me.
I try not to read into things but this whole thing definitely sticks. I still remember her from Kindergarten and having lunch with her every day, and talking about everything. This is really weird.... She was my second-best friend...
I haven't talked to her in about 4 years, but can't help thinking that she was a great girl. We went to the same uni and now I notice her interest.
I'm all about saying, "fuck oneitis", but this episode is definitely stirring up a lot of subconscious memories...
This is something I think I've kept repressed for a long time. I understand the discrepancy between real women and my ideal woman now. It feels like a major breakthrough, actually. This girl was not perfect, but everything that I wanted. Namely, honesty, grace, and intelligence. I've been having a mental block with girls recently, but it all makes sense now.
I don't know how else to describe my thoughts, but I would appreciate input....
She was attractive but ironically i haven't had that many sexual thoughts about her ever, even though she is attractive.... What does it mean?
I know we talk a lot about the alpha/beta dichotomy, but i take this dream to mean that I want an average girl that cares about me in a deep way, rather than a superficial hot chick. That's my subconscious speaking. I haven't had a better experience with a girl to date, but have no clue what that means. I'm still really young.
edit: so I did a quick search and she's marrying the guy i mentioned. Not surprised, but she shot low. Shit.
I had a dream the other night about my female best friend from grade school. It was awkward: I was essentially presented with a choice by God (that's who I take it to be)... I had two girls in front of me, a really hot brunette and the passable blonde... my childhood friend.
It created a storm of emotions in me. I was forced to confront everything I knew, and thought to know. Ironically, I chose my friend. The passable blonde. She had a really good personality and was ironically very happy (as she is in real life). I keep thinking of an ideal woman, and then I have this dream, and I think, "shit my childhood friend is the ideal woman." As I type this, I realize I should have shown some interest in her. I think she was into me. We parted ways in middle school, but somehow we ended up at the same college. Needless to say, I saw her caring instinct-- and it was directed at me, although i didn't realize it at the time. She is dating a real jerk (I don't know how to put it) who is a loser, as opposed to me.
I try not to read into things but this whole thing definitely sticks. I still remember her from Kindergarten and having lunch with her every day, and talking about everything. This is really weird.... She was my second-best friend...
I haven't talked to her in about 4 years, but can't help thinking that she was a great girl. We went to the same uni and now I notice her interest.
I'm all about saying, "fuck oneitis", but this episode is definitely stirring up a lot of subconscious memories...
This is something I think I've kept repressed for a long time. I understand the discrepancy between real women and my ideal woman now. It feels like a major breakthrough, actually. This girl was not perfect, but everything that I wanted. Namely, honesty, grace, and intelligence. I've been having a mental block with girls recently, but it all makes sense now.
I don't know how else to describe my thoughts, but I would appreciate input....
She was attractive but ironically i haven't had that many sexual thoughts about her ever, even though she is attractive.... What does it mean?
I know we talk a lot about the alpha/beta dichotomy, but i take this dream to mean that I want an average girl that cares about me in a deep way, rather than a superficial hot chick. That's my subconscious speaking. I haven't had a better experience with a girl to date, but have no clue what that means. I'm still really young.
edit: so I did a quick search and she's marrying the guy i mentioned. Not surprised, but she shot low. Shit.
