This is a complicated situation but I'll try to keep it to the point so it doesn't feel like a novel.
I've never really had any trouble getting girls. I'm a good looking, fun-loving guy, and can get laid pretty much whenever. However, I've also never really developed any strong feelings for a woman. Now it just happened.
Met her about 9 months ago, she became a part of my social circle. She started seeing one of my good friends and roommates (has no game, but good looking guy, doctor). I knew right when I saw her the first time we had insane chemistry, but because my friend was involved I stayed out of it, and we were never really alone together.
They dated for about a month and then he broke it off at party where there were too many other hot chicks around for him to handle being stuck with one. It happens, I'm guilty of the same thing. They would still hook up from time to time. She was hung up on him.
Fast forward to a few weeks ago. My friend moved out of state a few month back for his fellowship. Her and I still talked because we were friends. She sends me a text about some big blowup with him and another girl, and that they've decided try to give it another shot long distance. Reality: he is lonely as shit where he is because pickings are slim, so he's trying to keep some girls on the wire.
A day later we're at a party together. I leave with some other girls and she gets left there by her roommate. Calls me, I pick her up, we decide to go out for a bit. First time we've been alone together. Well, we hit off, spend the whole night together, amazing time, dance, slight kiss, but we both freak out because she just started up with my friend again. Sexual tension off the charts. Chemistry off the charts. I sleep in her bed but no sex, her roommate is there (who I've hooked up with a couple times, and is obsessed with me--like I said, complicated) so we had to sneak around. She drops me off next morning, we try to pretend that nothing happened.
Fast forward to this weekend. I roll back in from out of town. Meet with friends at charity event. She's there. We dance, go out together with everyone. High tension, attraction is obvious but we try to hide it so our friends don't notice. We leave (sneak off?) together back to her place. Roommate out of town (doubt it would have mattered). Hook up. Freak out some next morning, but going to game with friends so get it together. After game go out, spend the whole night together. All over each other. Back and forth we freak out because we know that it's wrong but can't help it. Think we're being sneaky but people are starting to notice. So it has to stop. We're better than this.
I don't want it to stop. I'm 100% in love with this girl. I know it. Can't sleep. Can't get her out of my head. I think she feels the same, but still likes my friend and feels dirty about what's been happening. I'd let my friend beat my face in 1000 times if it meant I could be with her. But I don't know what to do here. I'm going to meet her tonight and tell her how I feel and I guess let her make the next move. It's going to be complicated, but fuck if you don't go after what you want then you don't deserve it anyway. Guess we'll see...
Thoughts?
~S
I've never really had any trouble getting girls. I'm a good looking, fun-loving guy, and can get laid pretty much whenever. However, I've also never really developed any strong feelings for a woman. Now it just happened.
Met her about 9 months ago, she became a part of my social circle. She started seeing one of my good friends and roommates (has no game, but good looking guy, doctor). I knew right when I saw her the first time we had insane chemistry, but because my friend was involved I stayed out of it, and we were never really alone together.
They dated for about a month and then he broke it off at party where there were too many other hot chicks around for him to handle being stuck with one. It happens, I'm guilty of the same thing. They would still hook up from time to time. She was hung up on him.
Fast forward to a few weeks ago. My friend moved out of state a few month back for his fellowship. Her and I still talked because we were friends. She sends me a text about some big blowup with him and another girl, and that they've decided try to give it another shot long distance. Reality: he is lonely as shit where he is because pickings are slim, so he's trying to keep some girls on the wire.
A day later we're at a party together. I leave with some other girls and she gets left there by her roommate. Calls me, I pick her up, we decide to go out for a bit. First time we've been alone together. Well, we hit off, spend the whole night together, amazing time, dance, slight kiss, but we both freak out because she just started up with my friend again. Sexual tension off the charts. Chemistry off the charts. I sleep in her bed but no sex, her roommate is there (who I've hooked up with a couple times, and is obsessed with me--like I said, complicated) so we had to sneak around. She drops me off next morning, we try to pretend that nothing happened.
Fast forward to this weekend. I roll back in from out of town. Meet with friends at charity event. She's there. We dance, go out together with everyone. High tension, attraction is obvious but we try to hide it so our friends don't notice. We leave (sneak off?) together back to her place. Roommate out of town (doubt it would have mattered). Hook up. Freak out some next morning, but going to game with friends so get it together. After game go out, spend the whole night together. All over each other. Back and forth we freak out because we know that it's wrong but can't help it. Think we're being sneaky but people are starting to notice. So it has to stop. We're better than this.
I don't want it to stop. I'm 100% in love with this girl. I know it. Can't sleep. Can't get her out of my head. I think she feels the same, but still likes my friend and feels dirty about what's been happening. I'd let my friend beat my face in 1000 times if it meant I could be with her. But I don't know what to do here. I'm going to meet her tonight and tell her how I feel and I guess let her make the next move. It's going to be complicated, but fuck if you don't go after what you want then you don't deserve it anyway. Guess we'll see...
Thoughts?
~S