There is a lot mixed up in this subject even though I like separating subjects whenever possible.
I need to lower my expectations. I can easily get super hard and can fuck girls for hours over many rounds but I have developed an issue to actually cum. I am pretty sure it's purely a psychological issue. Just that I don't get excited anymore over the point where I can cum. Depends on the girl.
I want to stop or at least slow down hooking up. Even though I am in Asia and it's relatively easy to pull, I want to slow down. Taking a pretty LTR and prioritizing other things in my life.
All the hooking up might have fucked me up. Been into pickup for around 10 years now. Gave up reading / writing on and off for years and therefore had plateaus or even regressions. I become picky about girls where former friends of mine that never had an pickup development as I progressed and that also my former self unexperienced undersexed would have been super happy with. When I look which girls they are together with on facebook nowadays, I wonder how they can get a boner with them.
Here is my current list of requirements I am looking for. Putting it in order of priorities. Higher in list, more important.
Mandatory:
- want a somewhat acne free face (no need to be perfect but his is a big issue in Asia)
- ideally 18-21 years old, up to 25 or open end might work as well
- she should always get horny whenever i want to fuck her
- her wanting something other than my money from me (any of multiple of looks, personality, happiness, sexual skills)
- she should always be sweet to me
- no drama
- well formed, firm breasts
Optional:
- bra size C or D
- noisy, outgoing behavior during sex
- want her to love sucking me
- style, sometimes sexy every day outfits (crop top, hot pants, styled up)
- tight
- clever (in life and/or business)
- want her to let me cum in her mouth
- want to fuck her into her mouth
- want her to deep throat me
- want anal sometimes
- she should allow me to fuck other girls
Omg. I am so fucked up. Like how do I figure out if she has firm breasts without hooking up with her first? Bra sizes are also very difficult to see from the outside, lots of cheating by girls?
Probably it's also next to impossible to find out her sexual skills or ability to learn. Some girls I managed to teach a few things but often it doesn't go a long way.
Having a C or D bra size firm breast (hard to find!) actually lets me cum quite reliably. Even if she's quite boring in bed, doesn't have a pretty face (acne), isn't tight, that lasts for at least two months. Wondering if I should prioritize breasts actually? Or how would I get rid of my breast fixation? It's something that developed over the years. Didn't pay any attention on breasts when I started with pickup years ago.
Why do I want a pretty face anyway? I had FWBs without model faces with acne but therefore other fulfilled requirements such as very good breasts. Somehow managed to not concentrate on their faces. Whom do I want to impress? The people, far away from my previous life that I am no longer hanging out with?
Why do I want young girls? Good chance of having a pretty face. Good chance of having a firm body low to zero levels of cellulitis. They're less likely to have a lot prior bad relationships. Usually, once the first lay is done on any subsequente dates I can fuck them as many rounds and whatever time I want.
The rounds... It's also crazy. When I have a new girl, I might get really exited about her. Fucking her like 6-8 times within 8-12 hours or so (didn't measure closely). Even if she's only young, small firm breasts, noisy, not tight, moving well, sweet, not into blowjobs.
And I am making myself my biggest foe. I am setting a quality standard that I cannot keep later on. The more often I meet her, the less fire power I have since I already fucked her a lot. Also even with longer breaks, she doesn't excite me as much anymore as on day one. I could still fuck her the same time, but cum less times. But without me cumming, girls get concerned and bored. They want me to cum and make breaks. Which makes sense, since it leads to separate memories.
How to cum easier? How can I calibrate lower my expectations to girls actually existing in reality and available to me? Should I?
I need to lower my expectations. I can easily get super hard and can fuck girls for hours over many rounds but I have developed an issue to actually cum. I am pretty sure it's purely a psychological issue. Just that I don't get excited anymore over the point where I can cum. Depends on the girl.
I want to stop or at least slow down hooking up. Even though I am in Asia and it's relatively easy to pull, I want to slow down. Taking a pretty LTR and prioritizing other things in my life.
All the hooking up might have fucked me up. Been into pickup for around 10 years now. Gave up reading / writing on and off for years and therefore had plateaus or even regressions. I become picky about girls where former friends of mine that never had an pickup development as I progressed and that also my former self unexperienced undersexed would have been super happy with. When I look which girls they are together with on facebook nowadays, I wonder how they can get a boner with them.
Here is my current list of requirements I am looking for. Putting it in order of priorities. Higher in list, more important.
Mandatory:
- want a somewhat acne free face (no need to be perfect but his is a big issue in Asia)
- ideally 18-21 years old, up to 25 or open end might work as well
- she should always get horny whenever i want to fuck her
- her wanting something other than my money from me (any of multiple of looks, personality, happiness, sexual skills)
- she should always be sweet to me
- no drama
- well formed, firm breasts
Optional:
- bra size C or D
- noisy, outgoing behavior during sex
- want her to love sucking me
- style, sometimes sexy every day outfits (crop top, hot pants, styled up)
- tight
- clever (in life and/or business)
- want her to let me cum in her mouth
- want to fuck her into her mouth
- want her to deep throat me
- want anal sometimes
- she should allow me to fuck other girls
Omg. I am so fucked up. Like how do I figure out if she has firm breasts without hooking up with her first? Bra sizes are also very difficult to see from the outside, lots of cheating by girls?
Probably it's also next to impossible to find out her sexual skills or ability to learn. Some girls I managed to teach a few things but often it doesn't go a long way.
Having a C or D bra size firm breast (hard to find!) actually lets me cum quite reliably. Even if she's quite boring in bed, doesn't have a pretty face (acne), isn't tight, that lasts for at least two months. Wondering if I should prioritize breasts actually? Or how would I get rid of my breast fixation? It's something that developed over the years. Didn't pay any attention on breasts when I started with pickup years ago.
Why do I want a pretty face anyway? I had FWBs without model faces with acne but therefore other fulfilled requirements such as very good breasts. Somehow managed to not concentrate on their faces. Whom do I want to impress? The people, far away from my previous life that I am no longer hanging out with?
Why do I want young girls? Good chance of having a pretty face. Good chance of having a firm body low to zero levels of cellulitis. They're less likely to have a lot prior bad relationships. Usually, once the first lay is done on any subsequente dates I can fuck them as many rounds and whatever time I want.
The rounds... It's also crazy. When I have a new girl, I might get really exited about her. Fucking her like 6-8 times within 8-12 hours or so (didn't measure closely). Even if she's only young, small firm breasts, noisy, not tight, moving well, sweet, not into blowjobs.
And I am making myself my biggest foe. I am setting a quality standard that I cannot keep later on. The more often I meet her, the less fire power I have since I already fucked her a lot. Also even with longer breaks, she doesn't excite me as much anymore as on day one. I could still fuck her the same time, but cum less times. But without me cumming, girls get concerned and bored. They want me to cum and make breaks. Which makes sense, since it leads to separate memories.
How to cum easier? How can I calibrate lower my expectations to girls actually existing in reality and available to me? Should I?