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How do you deal with depression and isolation?
#76

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

The way this thread took is too sad, I've wrote one of my deepest post, found some valuables infos from LDN and other posters but this masquerade have to stop now...

If OP just wanted to troll, he has done a great job, this thread is another goldmine that will be lost under a pile of bullshit help posts like "How do pickup in supermarket queue ?"

Tell them too much, they wouldn't understand; tell them what they know, they would yawn.
They have to move up by responding to challenges, not too easy not too hard, until they paused at what they always think is the end of the road for all time instead of a momentary break in an endless upward spiral
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#77

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

^ learning how to pick up chicks in supermarket queues would actually help resolve OP's depression.

I just when to dinner with an old FB who was very depressed for a long time. Today she is super radiant and bubbly. Guess what happened? She found a good man for a boyfriend. All the dark thoughts that she would share were nowhere to be founds

Sounds a lot like OP just needs to get laid. Even trolls need some seeet lovin'
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#78

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Quote: (04-25-2017 05:08 AM)blck Wrote:  

The way this thread took is too sad, I've wrote one of my deepest post, found some valuables infos from LDN and other posters but this masquerade have to stop now...

If OP just wanted to troll, he has done a great job, this thread is another goldmine that will be lost under a pile of bullshit help posts like "How do pickup in supermarket queue ?"

Meh. Mods should just ban Douche-OP and we'll continue the thread without his narcissistic bullshit.

Or we can start a new thread and just quote the good stuff.

The public will judge a man by what he lifts, but those close to him will judge him by what he carries.
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#79

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Dear RVF brethren,

I humbly beseech you. Hear my plea. I come before you a broken man. That's right. I accept the thorough and needed rebuke from all the wise masters who gave me so much needed advice. While much of it is useful. I insulted and callously besmirched the good name of several posters who are proven international playboy's.

I've learned a lot today guys. I've learned that being born a god damn champion is something most people will never know. That having the unstoppable will to take on the entire world might as well be an alien concept to virtually everyone. I've learned that when it comes to self improvement, heeding the words of inferiors still might offer some globule of wisdom.

So hear me now brothers. I give you my undying thanks for the generous few minutes it took for you all to write some advice online to this complete and total fucking asshole. Mother Teresa is surely saving seats for you all at the pearly gates. While I can only suffer the flames of tortuous hellfire! I've realized that yes indeed I am better than nearly everyone in the world. Including internet commenters with thousands upon thousands of posts. The knowledge! The wisdom!

Last but not least I offer a challenge. Any of you motherfuckers think your some kinda bad ass. Any corn fed tough guys think they got the stuff? Come to Nashville TN. I got 1k that says I whip your fucking ass like a crack whore that owes some money. We can video the shit and put it up on RVF for all to see. After I put the stamps on your gay boy face, I may rape your faggot ass too.

Now kiss my ass and suck my dick. EVERYONE.
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#80

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"Character is what you are in the dark"

One of my favorite quotes. Like most great quotes it's seeming simplicity belies it's layers of meaning.

Anonymity is in many ways similar to the darkness created by the lack of light

OP came here with a disingenuous appeal for "help" vis-a-vis a "I'm a wounded duck". Then bit by bit he revealed himself. He already has the tools (intellectually strategic and tactical) to change one's global gestalt from life sucking to living joyously.

But what he doesn't have cant be read, or taught.

It takes character to summon strength and courage. To change

But that's OK. I don't pretend to know why but the world seemingly needs emotional ditch diggers too

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#81

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Last but not least I offer a challenge. Any of you motherfuckers think your some kinda bad ass. Any corn fed tough guys think they got the stuff? Come to Nashville TN. I got 1k that says I whip your fucking ass like a crack whore that owes some money. We can video the shit and put it up on RVF for all to see. After I put the stamps on your gay boy face, I may rape your faggot ass too.

Now kiss my ass and suck my dick. EVERYONE.

While I personally would love a challenge, I'm not sure the terms you put up if the other were to lose far outweigh the 1k offered for winning.

I can make gay jokes from that but see no reason. Actually based on the words alone I'd expect you to at least have a knife on you for that.
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#82

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Tell them too much, they wouldn't understand; tell them what they know, they would yawn.
They have to move up by responding to challenges, not too easy not too hard, until they paused at what they always think is the end of the road for all time instead of a momentary break in an endless upward spiral
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#83

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Quote: (04-25-2017 01:43 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Dear RVF brethren,

I humbly beseech you. Hear my plea. I come before you a broken man. That's right. I accept the thorough and needed rebuke from all the wise masters who gave me so much needed advice. While much of it is useful. I insulted and callously besmirched the good name of several posters who are proven international playboy's.

I've learned a lot today guys. I've learned that being born a god damn champion is something most people will never know. That having the unstoppable will to take on the entire world might as well be an alien concept to virtually everyone. I've learned that when it comes to self improvement, heeding the words of inferiors still might offer some globule of wisdom.

So hear me now brothers. I give you my undying thanks for the generous few minutes it took for you all to write some advice online to this complete and total fucking asshole. Mother Teresa is surely saving seats for you all at the pearly gates. While I can only suffer the flames of tortuous hellfire! I've realized that yes indeed I am better than nearly everyone in the world. Including internet commenters with thousands upon thousands of posts. The knowledge! The wisdom!

Last but not least I offer a challenge. Any of you motherfuckers think your some kinda bad ass. Any corn fed tough guys think they got the stuff? Come to Nashville TN. I got 1k that says I whip your fucking ass like a crack whore that owes some money. We can video the shit and put it up on RVF for all to see. After I put the stamps on your gay boy face, I may rape your faggot ass too.

Now kiss my ass and suck my dick. EVERYONE.

Very beta post. Revealing anger is weak. You should also post which Willow tree in Nashville you want members to meet you at for the fight and the eventual "rape." That is just gay. Sidenote: raping a faggot makes you a bigger faggot, like, a flaming faggot. I'm done.

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#84

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Any brave souls or just plain retards feel free to pm me to arrange details. Bring 1k. Winner take all at a legit MMA gym with a ref and standard rules. You can have 8 weeks to train.

A lot of commenters here sound like fuckin faggots. Beta this n that. I'm outta high school. That shit is tired.

Bring your bitch ass down here and run that cock sucker.
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#85

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Coincidence?
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#86

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Obsession with man-ass rape noted. Not sure they allow that as a victory celebration in the MMA though. Are you sure you're part of the GMA or the HFC?

The public will judge a man by what he lifts, but those close to him will judge him by what he carries.
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#87

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Quote: (04-25-2017 01:43 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Dear RVF brethren,

I humbly beseech you. Hear my plea. I come before you a broken man. That's right. I accept the thorough and needed rebuke from all the wise masters who gave me so much needed advice. While much of it is useful. I insulted and callously besmirched the good name of several posters who are proven international playboy's.

I've learned a lot today guys. I've learned that being born a god damn champion is something most people will never know. That having the unstoppable will to take on the entire world might as well be an alien concept to virtually everyone. I've learned that when it comes to self improvement, heeding the words of inferiors still might offer some globule of wisdom.

So hear me now brothers. I give you my undying thanks for the generous few minutes it took for you all to write some advice online to this complete and total fucking asshole. Mother Teresa is surely saving seats for you all at the pearly gates. While I can only suffer the flames of tortuous hellfire! I've realized that yes indeed I am better than nearly everyone in the world. Including internet commenters with thousands upon thousands of posts. The knowledge! The wisdom!

Last but not least I offer a challenge. Any of you motherfuckers think your some kinda bad ass. Any corn fed tough guys think they got the stuff? Come to Nashville TN. I got 1k that says I whip your fucking ass like a crack whore that owes some money. We can video the shit and put it up on RVF for all to see. After I put the stamps on your gay boy face, I may rape your faggot ass too.

Now kiss my ass and suck my dick. EVERYONE.

This is the next great RVF copypasta.
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#88

How do you deal with depression and isolation?

Quote: (04-25-2017 05:08 AM)blck Wrote:  

The way this thread took is too sad, I've wrote one of my deepest post, found some valuables infos from LDN and other posters but this masquerade have to stop now...

If OP just wanted to troll, he has done a great job, this thread is another goldmine that will be lost under a pile of bullshit help posts like "How do pickup in supermarket queue ?"

I just read the entire thread just now. What a dramatic turn of events!

I actually got a lot of value from your post and others similar to it. I made some mental notes actually about volunteering, listening to others, etc...

Very good stuff. In fact reading this inspired me to spend less time in the Everything Else Forum (though I'll be damned if there's not some funny/addictive stuff in there), and more in the newbie/game/lifestyle/health forum.

I'd also like to echo comments related to meeting up with RVF posters in person. Great, great group of guys I've met so far, and since I'll be moving to Europe soon I hope I can do the same there too.

So do not feel like your efforts were wasted. Sincerely.
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#89

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Quote: (04-25-2017 07:41 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Any brave souls or just plain retards feel free to pm me to arrange details. Bring 1k. Winner take all at a legit MMA gym with a ref and standard rules. You can have 8 weeks to train.

A lot of commenters here sound like fuckin faggots. Beta this n that. I'm outta high school. That shit is tired.

Bring your bitch ass down here and run that cock sucker.

Sincere question, but about what level of MMA are you? You mentioned you were pro in the past. Why did you stop? You mentioned you teach kickboxing but what about your ground game?

More importantly, you mentioned you were 3 year toxic relationship. Why was it toxic? Specifically what was toxic about it? In light of how this thread has more or less collapsed this in particular would be interesting to hear.
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#90

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Quote: (04-25-2017 11:18 PM)Leonard D Neubache Wrote:  

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Obsession with man-ass rape noted. Not sure they allow that as a victory celebration in the MMA though. Are you sure you're part of the GMA or the HFC?

Leonard D Ouchebag is clearly miffed. HAHA
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#91

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Quote: (04-26-2017 12:35 AM)Robert High Hawk Wrote:  

Quote: (04-25-2017 07:41 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Any brave souls or just plain retards feel free to pm me to arrange details. Bring 1k. Winner take all at a legit MMA gym with a ref and standard rules. You can have 8 weeks to train.

A lot of commenters here sound like fuckin faggots. Beta this n that. I'm outta high school. That shit is tired.

Bring your bitch ass down here and run that cock sucker.

Sincere question, but about what level of MMA are you? You mentioned you were pro in the past. Why did you stop? You mentioned you teach kickboxing but what about your ground game?

More importantly, you mentioned you were 3 year toxic relationship. Why was it toxic? Specifically what was toxic about it? In light of how this thread has more or less collapsed this in particular would be interesting to hear.

I would describe my level of MMA as....absolute fucking BEAST.

People may think hey this guy is bragging but the proof is in the pudding. I received a brown sash in Shaolin 5 animals kung fu before I even got into MMA. It was in 2003 that I formally began MMA training when virtually ZERO schools outside of Cali had BJJ black belts. Mine did. A legit Brazillian too. I've been fortunate to train with some of the top guys in their field. My first Muay Thai instructor was straight from Golden Glory in Holland.

Of course I have a ground game. You can;t even compete in amateur MMA without having one. Well I guess you can but you are just a sack of meat for someone like me who actually trains hard and with the best in their field.

The only reason I don't fight any more is due to injuries which stacked up making the small payoff not worth it for the risk. I don't wrestle or do bjj as much anymore because of this. I stick with boxing and muay thai mostly. But don't get it twisted. I've trained with D1 All American wrestlers who were fucking phenomenal.

I was taken in by my coach after several months of training and pushed as some kind of prodigy. Within 8 months I was beating up pro level fighters in sparring sessions. Albeit some where pro just because of their wrestling game so their striking wasnt spectacular.

I've only had two losses. One which I lost with 2 minutes left in the last round with me being up on the cards. That guy went on to the UFC and beat some name dudes.

My last loss was because I dislocated my shoulder when my opponent did a takedown and I had to tap out because of this. This was a fight where my opponent did not hit me ONE FUCKING TIME on the feet. I was schooling him so bad that he was out on his feet at one point. To his credit he was getting a few takedowns but I would stand back up until the shoulder got fucked. The fight promoter would not even show the video of the fight because the dude technically won but everyone knew he didn't. That guy has not fought since.

I knocked out a true killer in my 2nd fight. An Israeli Krav Maga expert with a school and all his students there to see me fucking annihilate their idol and master in virtually no time. Yea I trained hard as fuck and took it seriously like my life depended on it. I was ready to die in that god damn cage.

Anyway after my last fight I was no longer confident in my body to fight because I had already torn every ligament in that shoulder and had a 30k surgery 2 yrs prior. My shoulder hasn;t been the same since. But don't be thinking I still wont put a frightening beating on anyone that isn't a solid level pro.

As far as the relationship goes. This chick was 10 yrs younger than me and the culmination of my asshole douche bag game which I had been running for years. She fit my basic criteria to be a gf. Very feminine, no tatoos, didn't smoke, never wore slutty clothes. Loved her father.

She fell madly in love with me very quickly. The bad things were that she was EXTREMELY needy and insecure. I made this a lot worse because I couldnt turn off my gaming of other women. I cheated on her a lot and no I don;t feel one bit guilty about. That was the dude she fell in love with. She got the man she wanted!

I couldn't get rid of her and after 2.5 years I was even tired of fucking her. If you ever want to get rid of a chick its very simple. Just stop fucking her!

Still took 6 more months and she finally had enough. The guy she got with after me is a shy fucking chump. Basically the opposite of me. I guess she needed the safe bet. They always go back to the bad boy though. Even if they just do it on the sly. Fuckin dumb ass broads. Fuck em all. I don;t give a rat's ass how bad I treat em anymore. They all fuckin deserve that shit. Nothin but the worst of me is what you get ho. SUCK IT.
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#93

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Quote: (04-26-2017 01:44 PM)UlteriorMotive Wrote:  

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So much hate and envy. I love it.
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#94

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Quote: (04-26-2017 01:18 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

I knocked out a true killer in my 2nd fight. An Israeli Krav Maga expert with a school and all his students there to see me fucking annihilate their idol and master in virtually no time. Yea I trained hard as fuck and took it seriously like my life depended on it. I was ready to die in that god damn cage.

It doesn't seem like the timeliest place to enter a thread like this, but what the hell.

I'd kind of like to see a link to a video, an article, or something about this. I'm kind of asking in the "pics or GTFO" spirit, but you have aroused my curiosity.
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#95

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Quote: (04-26-2017 02:23 PM)jps Wrote:  

Quote: (04-26-2017 01:18 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

I knocked out a true killer in my 2nd fight. An Israeli Krav Maga expert with a school and all his students there to see me fucking annihilate their idol and master in virtually no time. Yea I trained hard as fuck and took it seriously like my life depended on it. I was ready to die in that god damn cage.

It doesn't seem like the timeliest place to enter a thread like this, but what the hell.

I'd kind of like to see a link to a video, an article, or something about this. I'm kind of asking in the "pics or GTFO" spirit, but you have aroused my curiosity.

I'm not dropping my name on this forum as I know I've stirred up a lot of hate. Suffice to say you can ask all these posters on ROK who are in my telegram channel and have seen my fights
GhostOfJefferson, lolknee, BecomingTheMonilith, GentlemanJak

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#96

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This sucks. I was getting some really good insight from this guy. It's rare you have a genuine shaolin monk trained mma fighter to drop some real life wisdom.
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#97

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Quote: (04-26-2017 03:51 PM)Robert High Hawk Wrote:  

This sucks. I was getting some really good insight from this guy. It's rare you have a genuine shaolin monk trained mma fighter to drop some real life wisdom.


This sucks ...for him. It's not rare however you have dudes ignore some real life wisdom in order to suck their own dick on RVF.

Edit: What were you going to learn from this guy?...



Quote: (04-20-2017 04:17 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

I was diagnosed as a child with manic depression and I've largely dealt with it through my own initiative to change my mental state. Only it seems I must want to feel miserable at this time. Dealing with some guilt and shame as well but I keep wondering if it is misplaced.

Quote: (04-20-2017 05:26 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

I've been a mess for the past 2 years mentally. I've excelled in financial areas but regressed socially. The major factor was ending a toxic 3 year relationship that I probably still feel guilt towards. I was quite vocal in telling people around me just how much of a prick I was towards the ex. In fact I was vocal in letting other girls around me know just how little I respected or cared for them.

Quote: (04-20-2017 04:17 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Because of my big mouth I ruined an opportunity with one of the only decent girls I know. I asked to take her to dinner the other night and she said how she knew that I treated women bad in the past and she wanted to keep me as a friend even though she said she likes me.

Quote: (04-20-2017 04:17 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Again I'm kinda beating myself up over this because I know it was my fault. I ran my fucking mouth too much and now I'm paying for it. I pushed the only girl I ever cared about away from me permanently and now it still gives me pain to this day. Some memories haunt me and I want nothing more than to no longer deal with it. I dont feel like Im being congruent socially any longer. I cant bring myself to simply enjoy the moment with other people.

Quote: (04-20-2017 07:12 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

In many ways it is a culmination of what I now see as bad decisions and the resulting bad shit I'm now feeling is due to my own hubris. It really fucking stings this one does. Maybe I'm feeling like I deserve this and need to feel those things.

I have friends I can talk to but honestly I don't think they'd understand. My problem is I am my own worst enemy. I know this. I'm paying for it.


Quote: (04-20-2017 07:12 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

Since I learned game I had down pat the douche bag asshole direct game. The problem for me now is I refuse to be a dancing monkey for these fucking worthless whores just to score some washed up snatch.

I'd rather pay for a few prostitutes, some cocaine and get my fuckin money's worth. When it's all said and done I don't have to waste any time pretending I give a rat's furry fuckin ass about a dipshit female's tard opinions.......spare me.

Quote: (04-20-2017 07:12 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

come to Nashville

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- Does She Have The "Happy Gene" ?
-Inversion Therapy
-Let's lead by example


"Leap, and the net will appear". John Burroughs

"The big question is whether you are going to be able to say a hearty yes to your adventure."
Joseph Campbell
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#98

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@PappayTapper, I was being entirely sarcastic, but yes you are most certainly correct.

I was actually hoping to keep goading him into the lengthy, outlandish, and utterlly fantastic self-descriptions. I found it quite funny, but then again that's not really the intent of the forum so perhaps it's good it ended when it did. Not sure what to think of a guy like that, kind of a WarMachine/Aaron Hernandez type vibe (not that I knew either of them just postulating).

Hubris will certainly hit that guy like a lead boomerang. We are all mortal and fallible creatures. Being so openly sociopathic will not take him far. At least the successful assholes mask their contempt much better.
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#99

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Quote: (04-26-2017 05:58 PM)Robert High Hawk Wrote:  

@PappayTapper, I was being entirely sarcastic, but yes you are most certainly correct.

I was actually hoping to keep goading him into the lengthy, outlandish, and utterlly fantastic self-descriptions. I found it quite funny, but then again that's not really the intent of the forum so perhaps it's good it ended when it did. Not sure what to think of a guy like that, kind of a WarMachine/Aaron Hernandez type vibe (not that I knew either of them just postulating).

Hubris will certainly hit that guy like a lead boomerang. We are all mortal and fallible creatures. Being so openly sociopathic will not take him far. At least the successful assholes mask their contempt much better.
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I actually feel kinda sorry for the guy. On top of his obvious deep seated self loathing he lives in... Nashville


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- Does She Have The "Happy Gene" ?
-Inversion Therapy
-Let's lead by example


"Leap, and the net will appear". John Burroughs

"The big question is whether you are going to be able to say a hearty yes to your adventure."
Joseph Campbell
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Quote: (04-24-2017 07:16 PM)Jack Ronin Wrote:  

I've thanked everyone who gave constructive advice.

Right before telling me to go fuck myself as I remember it.

Anyways let's introduce some levity into this thread with some nice music.

Unfortunately couldn't get the original on YouTube:








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