Hey guys,
first of all I'm not even sure if this belongs in the newbie forum but I have been trying to figure out where to put this thread and yet seem to not be able to figure out where exactly.
I'm not necessarely a noob as I'm 28 and with now well over 100 bangs, mostly with very beautiful women who other guys would kill to be with. But that's exactly the issue. I've always had this big thing of reaching over 100 bangs, and of banging extremely hot women. Now that both has been accomplished, it kind of feels like a totally useless and meaningless skill to have or to be in.
I've been becoming basically the male equivalent of the 1000 cock stare. I just seem very unable to be able to bond, or trust women after seeing the dark side and this leads me to have an extreme approach anxiety which wasn't there before. It feels like I've accomplished the end of the videogame, if there's any analogy I can find.
I'm not a super good looking guy but I lift, just came back from a sunny vacation and definitely stand out in the country I live. I counted today that I got eyefucked today about 9 times while going to the office and then going to the coffee shop. All different women, one of them which I thought was very gorgeous. However, while last year I would have turned around and just directly opened her up, I just stood there for 2 seconds and thought "ugh... fuck it. What's the point"
This has been the way things have been going lately, and the fact is that its not like I have a steady FWB either right now. I just simply get absolutely anxious and somehow while I used to love experiencing rejection and finding ways around it, nowadays the thought of it makes me extremely anxious.
I was wondering if any other of you guys have had the same issue. I'm wondering if its maybe the darkness of the place I'm in (northern Europe), but I do supplement with Vitamin D and hit the Gym daily, so I have no idea really.
first of all I'm not even sure if this belongs in the newbie forum but I have been trying to figure out where to put this thread and yet seem to not be able to figure out where exactly.
I'm not necessarely a noob as I'm 28 and with now well over 100 bangs, mostly with very beautiful women who other guys would kill to be with. But that's exactly the issue. I've always had this big thing of reaching over 100 bangs, and of banging extremely hot women. Now that both has been accomplished, it kind of feels like a totally useless and meaningless skill to have or to be in.
I've been becoming basically the male equivalent of the 1000 cock stare. I just seem very unable to be able to bond, or trust women after seeing the dark side and this leads me to have an extreme approach anxiety which wasn't there before. It feels like I've accomplished the end of the videogame, if there's any analogy I can find.
I'm not a super good looking guy but I lift, just came back from a sunny vacation and definitely stand out in the country I live. I counted today that I got eyefucked today about 9 times while going to the office and then going to the coffee shop. All different women, one of them which I thought was very gorgeous. However, while last year I would have turned around and just directly opened her up, I just stood there for 2 seconds and thought "ugh... fuck it. What's the point"
This has been the way things have been going lately, and the fact is that its not like I have a steady FWB either right now. I just simply get absolutely anxious and somehow while I used to love experiencing rejection and finding ways around it, nowadays the thought of it makes me extremely anxious.
I was wondering if any other of you guys have had the same issue. I'm wondering if its maybe the darkness of the place I'm in (northern Europe), but I do supplement with Vitamin D and hit the Gym daily, so I have no idea really.