I was on a date recently and my escalations were being received very well. At least that what I thought. For example, when I told her how her tights were really tight and started touching them, she said my jeans were tight and she started touching them. So I kept escalating and at one point I was tickling her on her belly. That's when we had a strange conversation:
Her: Actually, I should make it clear, I'm not really feeling it.
Me: Alright fair enough.
Her: I think I'm gonna leave now.
Me: What? Why? Stay! Have another drink!
Her: Oh ok, isn't it going to be awkward now?
Me: Oh no it won't.
After this point we just had a friendly chat for a while. I didn't try any escalation again (except at the very end). At one point I just asked her why she'd suddenly freaked out, and she said she was seeing a guy and my escalations started to make her feel guilty.
I'm trying to find a lesson here but not sure exactly what it is. I can think of a few interpretations of what happened. What do you guys think?
1) My escalations were not really being well received and I read her completely incorrectly. I kept escalating more and more assuming she was liking it until she had had enough of it.
2) She was liking all of it, and the "I'm not really feeling it" line was actually a shit test, which I failed by showing concern. I should have probably just brushed it off by saying something like, "Yeah I can see that, this tickling is not working on you at all!" Honestly, being a newbie and all I do usually assume that she's not attracted to me and if she does anything to confirm that belief, I freak out.
3) What she said was actually true. She is seeing a guy and she did start feeling guilty. But in that case, perhaps I could've done something to get her in bed anyway. After all she came out with me and spent several hours in spite of having a boyfriend.
Her: Actually, I should make it clear, I'm not really feeling it.
Me: Alright fair enough.
Her: I think I'm gonna leave now.
Me: What? Why? Stay! Have another drink!
Her: Oh ok, isn't it going to be awkward now?
Me: Oh no it won't.
After this point we just had a friendly chat for a while. I didn't try any escalation again (except at the very end). At one point I just asked her why she'd suddenly freaked out, and she said she was seeing a guy and my escalations started to make her feel guilty.
I'm trying to find a lesson here but not sure exactly what it is. I can think of a few interpretations of what happened. What do you guys think?
1) My escalations were not really being well received and I read her completely incorrectly. I kept escalating more and more assuming she was liking it until she had had enough of it.
2) She was liking all of it, and the "I'm not really feeling it" line was actually a shit test, which I failed by showing concern. I should have probably just brushed it off by saying something like, "Yeah I can see that, this tickling is not working on you at all!" Honestly, being a newbie and all I do usually assume that she's not attracted to me and if she does anything to confirm that belief, I freak out.
3) What she said was actually true. She is seeing a guy and she did start feeling guilty. But in that case, perhaps I could've done something to get her in bed anyway. After all she came out with me and spent several hours in spite of having a boyfriend.
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