Re T levels; don't go to your GP. They're f'ing useless, and this applies to some of the endos on the NHS. Go to the Androids.org forum (or any decent one), and ask them which tests you need (cost a couple hundred).
Then read up on the recommended private GPS, and book an appt. Take your test results to him, as this will provide a clear picture.
I used to be unconfident, and felt like my balls were in a purse. A week later, I'm more aggressive, and my muscle mass is improving (I weight train). It also helped with many other issues.
Spend the surgery cash on: a half decent motor, move somewhere like a large city, and spend cash on doing up your place, and get some decent threads. You're also gonna need some spending money, for some drinks, car fuel, etc.
Then read up on the recommended private GPS, and book an appt. Take your test results to him, as this will provide a clear picture.
I used to be unconfident, and felt like my balls were in a purse. A week later, I'm more aggressive, and my muscle mass is improving (I weight train). It also helped with many other issues.
Spend the surgery cash on: a half decent motor, move somewhere like a large city, and spend cash on doing up your place, and get some decent threads. You're also gonna need some spending money, for some drinks, car fuel, etc.