First I want to take a moment and acknowledge that I made a few posts on these forums before and I am thankful for the feedback that was given. We have some truly open minded achievers here. It's the kind of environment that I want to be in.
I have a question about inner game today.
In the past, while I was going to college, I saw the world as endless opportunities. Anything that was difficult was another step on the road to greatness. Anything that came up I believed that I could overcome. I saw it as a great opportunity to better myself allthewhile learning more about myself and life in general.
Those who have read my first thread here know that there was a pivotal moment in my life after ending it with a girl that I had a hard time holding it together. While most of the pain is gone now, I can't help but feel some of the side effects of those moments.
Long story short, I don't believe in myself anymore. It's like I disappointed myself so much that I do not trust myself to overcome obstacles anymore. I also generalize sex/relationships now. I can't find myself thinking positively about girls anymore. These thoughts that made me wake up with a smile in the past are all but gone.
It's a bit depressing but that's been the theme for a while for me unfortunately.
I have a question about inner game today.
In the past, while I was going to college, I saw the world as endless opportunities. Anything that was difficult was another step on the road to greatness. Anything that came up I believed that I could overcome. I saw it as a great opportunity to better myself allthewhile learning more about myself and life in general.
Those who have read my first thread here know that there was a pivotal moment in my life after ending it with a girl that I had a hard time holding it together. While most of the pain is gone now, I can't help but feel some of the side effects of those moments.
Long story short, I don't believe in myself anymore. It's like I disappointed myself so much that I do not trust myself to overcome obstacles anymore. I also generalize sex/relationships now. I can't find myself thinking positively about girls anymore. These thoughts that made me wake up with a smile in the past are all but gone.
It's a bit depressing but that's been the theme for a while for me unfortunately.