Bought a girl a beer after making out with her just before..
What's the most beta thing you've done with a lizard?
When I was twelve, I made a copper and silver breast plate for the girl that I would one day marry.
The most beta thing I did was when I was in highschool and I turned down sex with one of the hottest girls in the school (she wanted to bone me) because I thought I was going to get AIDS from her. She was in fact a super-slut at the time, and would fuck rockstars like Twiggy from Marilyn Manson.
After that, I developed a huge crush on her and became an orbiter. I crushed on for so long that I even made a rule that no matter who I was going out with at any time in my life, I would dump them for her. Obviously that rule doesn't exist anymore.
The most beta thing I did was when I was in highschool and I turned down sex with one of the hottest girls in the school (she wanted to bone me) because I thought I was going to get AIDS from her. She was in fact a super-slut at the time, and would fuck rockstars like Twiggy from Marilyn Manson.
After that, I developed a huge crush on her and became an orbiter. I crushed on for so long that I even made a rule that no matter who I was going out with at any time in my life, I would dump them for her. Obviously that rule doesn't exist anymore.
When I was twelve, I made a copper and silver breast plate for the girl that I would one day marry.
The most beta thing I did was when I was in highschool and I turned down sex with one of the hottest girls in the school (she wanted to bone me) because I thought I was going to get AIDS from her. She was in fact a super-slut at the time, and would fuck rockstars like Twiggy from Marilyn Manson.
After that, I developed a huge crush on her and became an orbiter. I crushed on for so long that I even made a rule that no matter who I was going out with at any time in my life, I would dump them for her. Obviously that rule doesn't exist anymore.
I think that my past life was worse than being a beta because I had some attractive girls that were into me, but I didn't see it or wasn't able to recognize/realize my potential.
At least betas seem to lead a stable/comfortable existence. I was always dealing with some internal-drama that was a massive self-cockblock.
The most beta thing I did was when I was in highschool and I turned down sex with one of the hottest girls in the school (she wanted to bone me) because I thought I was going to get AIDS from her. She was in fact a super-slut at the time, and would fuck rockstars like Twiggy from Marilyn Manson.
After that, I developed a huge crush on her and became an orbiter. I crushed on for so long that I even made a rule that no matter who I was going out with at any time in my life, I would dump them for her. Obviously that rule doesn't exist anymore.
I think that my past life was worse than being a beta because I had some attractive girls that were into me, but I didn't see it or wasn't able to recognize/realize my potential.
At least betas seem to lead a stable/comfortable existence. I was always dealing with some internal-drama that was a massive self-cockblock.
I played this song over the phone to a girl in 6th grade ![[Image: puke.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/new/puke.gif)
But she was the first girl I kissed and we both liked each other ![[Image: heart.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/heart.gif)
I remember my dad laughing when he dropped me and a friend off at the movies to meet up with her and a girlfriend. I wonder how she looks now. She kind of had the white girl next door look.
Athlone - a guy accused you of raping a girl!? What a bitch.
But she was the first girl I kissed and we both liked each other I remember my dad laughing when he dropped me and a friend off at the movies to meet up with her and a girlfriend. I wonder how she looks now. She kind of had the white girl next door look. Athlone - a guy accused you of raping a girl!? What a bitch.
Quote: (01-20-2013 03:21 AM)houston Wrote:
Athlone - a guy accused you of raping a girl!? What a bitch.
No, it was the girl.
Know your enemy and know yourself, find naught in fear for 100 battles. Know yourself but not your enemy, find level of loss and victory. Know thy enemy but not yourself, wallow in defeat every time.
I was 19, the first time I thought I was in love. I got dumped hard and cried like a bitchass omega twat. Since then I have never mistook lust and intimacy for love.
I've done so much lame shit that I can't even keep count -- sending flowers to girls who had just broken up with me, writing poems (some of them got poems in response ![[Image: wink.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/wink.gif)
, so I guess it's not always bad), writing a love letter in a girl's language so poorly that I am embarrassed to share it even as a joke.
I didn't realize so many guys on here had gone through the motions of all that. I guess women are a subject that is best learned by persistence through failure... It's only by doing lame shit that you can learn the reasons against doing it in the first place.
, so I guess it's not always bad), writing a love letter in a girl's language so poorly that I am embarrassed to share it even as a joke.I didn't realize so many guys on here had gone through the motions of all that. I guess women are a subject that is best learned by persistence through failure... It's only by doing lame shit that you can learn the reasons against doing it in the first place.
Begged my girlfriend of two years to stay with me after I found out she'd been cheating with an ex for the past 6 months. Then she broke up with me a few months later and I apologized to her for being a shitty boyfriend. Not a proud moment.
Youngbull years
-Had a little GF in 2nd grade, no bang
-Got friendzoned by the neighbor's daughter although she was throwing herself at me
-When I was 9 years old, my cousin hooked me up with this asian girl to be my girlfriend, but she cheated on me. I cried and felt fucked up. Hey you never know these things when you're young.
Highschool Years
-Didn't have a girlfriend, kiss or lay was just the perfect example of a nerdy kid who did nothing but rape the exams.
-Graduated valedictorian though, but still no pussy.![[Image: sad.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/sad.gif)
College Years
-Freshman Year: Met this hot girl although the guys thought of her as ugly. Wanted to bang her badly but was beat to the punch by some other kid who I was friends with. When I came back into the dorms drunk and some friends told me they were hooking up I fell on the floor in a drunken sadness. (Good thing though was that the dude the Pokemon hooked up with was worse than me. Throwing up and shit in the bedroom but I digress)
-Sophomore Year: A bit into the red pill now. But the only problem was that I'd either get too drunk/stoned to do stuff. While I'd get make outs at least once or twice a week, no bangs happened.
Ya gotta embrace that beta guy inside you sometimes because you know that at the end of the day he'll smile because you decided to change him.
-Had a little GF in 2nd grade, no bang
-Got friendzoned by the neighbor's daughter although she was throwing herself at me
-When I was 9 years old, my cousin hooked me up with this asian girl to be my girlfriend, but she cheated on me. I cried and felt fucked up. Hey you never know these things when you're young.
Highschool Years
-Didn't have a girlfriend, kiss or lay was just the perfect example of a nerdy kid who did nothing but rape the exams.
-Graduated valedictorian though, but still no pussy.
College Years
-Freshman Year: Met this hot girl although the guys thought of her as ugly. Wanted to bang her badly but was beat to the punch by some other kid who I was friends with. When I came back into the dorms drunk and some friends told me they were hooking up I fell on the floor in a drunken sadness. (Good thing though was that the dude the Pokemon hooked up with was worse than me. Throwing up and shit in the bedroom but I digress)
-Sophomore Year: A bit into the red pill now. But the only problem was that I'd either get too drunk/stoned to do stuff. While I'd get make outs at least once or twice a week, no bangs happened.
Ya gotta embrace that beta guy inside you sometimes because you know that at the end of the day he'll smile because you decided to change him.
Nope.
I never did anything I consider too beta.
I just missed a lot of chances in high school to bang chicks. some girls threw themselves at me..I simply didn't want them.
my betaness was not wanting chicks at my house. I didn't and skill don't like the stress of dealing with girls.
to this day, I still drop chicks like dimes and I rarely go for numbers when I'm out because I don't want to deal with the whole dating thing.
I play well with others and give off an aloof leader personality. I'll talk top anyone for hours.
but I highly value my me time.
girls I date say I seem distant, but can't stay away from me
is that beta?
I just missed a lot of chances in high school to bang chicks. some girls threw themselves at me..I simply didn't want them.
my betaness was not wanting chicks at my house. I didn't and skill don't like the stress of dealing with girls.
to this day, I still drop chicks like dimes and I rarely go for numbers when I'm out because I don't want to deal with the whole dating thing.
I play well with others and give off an aloof leader personality. I'll talk top anyone for hours.
but I highly value my me time.
girls I date say I seem distant, but can't stay away from me
is that beta?
I am the cock carousel
Quote: (01-22-2013 01:09 AM)Sourcecode Wrote:
I never did anything I consider too beta.
I just missed a lot of chances in high school to bang chicks. some girls threw themselves at me..I simply didn't want them.
my betaness was not wanting chicks at my house. I didn't and skill don't like the stress of dealing with girls.
to this day, I still drop chicks like dimes and I rarely go for numbers when I'm out because I don't want to deal with the whole dating thing.
I play well with others and give off an aloof leader personality. I'll talk top anyone for hours.
but I highly value my me time.
girls I date say I seem distant, but can't stay away from me
is that beta?
winning.i get the same all the time.game recognized
Paid for half of a girl's Plan B after I rawdogged her.
Bought a girl a phone, a teddy bears, dinners, flowers, chocolates, cakes for 2 years. When she dumped me I cried like a little girl.
The first time i ever truly felt played by a chick that was just using me as downtime for when the dude she really liked was giving her the cold shoulder, I went OFF on the bitch via text message in a tirade.
She ultimately told me something along the lines of "well, you must really be lame to have felt that I was playing you all this time but still be pursuing me!"
I felt like shit when she said that. But that experience made me a lot more keen and suspicious of chicks moving forward.
You live and you learn.
She ultimately told me something along the lines of "well, you must really be lame to have felt that I was playing you all this time but still be pursuing me!"
I felt like shit when she said that. But that experience made me a lot more keen and suspicious of chicks moving forward.
You live and you learn.
In High School, I made a card with artwork and poetry apologizing for something, I was sending it through a trusted friend, another kid saw it, swiped it and read it out loud during lunch to the entire school. With many girls, during the initial stages or later on, I'd improvise poetry online.
I was in two long distance situations for a year each whereas I was drowning in pussy, particularly in college. I bought the first a ring after 2 years together, she played me and fucked with my head hard - I ended it like a boss. Second one was actually the rebound, I went for virgin broken goods instead of the hot slut - bought her a custom gift basket, would serenade her and had pointless phone and Skype conversations.
The hardest lesson was I made abrupt career decisions at those crucial points in time and their consequences destroyed my inner game.
In college, two girls actively pursued me for over a year each, doing favors for me and eventually making a move since I didn't - one tried under the table on valentines and another in front of dance class, never stepped up to the plate at the time. I had some insane chemistry with a few other girls, they moved into position and I never went for the kill.
I was in two long distance situations for a year each whereas I was drowning in pussy, particularly in college. I bought the first a ring after 2 years together, she played me and fucked with my head hard - I ended it like a boss. Second one was actually the rebound, I went for virgin broken goods instead of the hot slut - bought her a custom gift basket, would serenade her and had pointless phone and Skype conversations.
The hardest lesson was I made abrupt career decisions at those crucial points in time and their consequences destroyed my inner game.
In college, two girls actively pursued me for over a year each, doing favors for me and eventually making a move since I didn't - one tried under the table on valentines and another in front of dance class, never stepped up to the plate at the time. I had some insane chemistry with a few other girls, they moved into position and I never went for the kill.
I offered my subway seat to a pregnant woman. She became irate. As it turns out, she wasn't pregnant...The worst part is that I was embarassed and mumbled sorry. I was kicking myself afterwards. So people should apologize for the fact that SHE was a fatass. Wtf?!
I met a girl on holiday and after I had licked her out on the beach she said she'd suck me off. I declined. I hadn't shaven and I was 14 and inexperienced at that time. Don't judge me
“No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”
-Socrates
Took my current girlfriend out on a date when I knew shit was going downhill. She dumped me a couple days after that.
I didn't cry or anything, but I was close. I was good and fucked in the head for about a month or two after that because she was in the same social group (mostly dudes) and higher up on the hierarchy, so all the guys blamed me for letting the relationship go to hell. I endured the entire thing stoically and had a few revenge fucks since then, which really shook two of the guys in that group because they didn't think I could pull it off.
One of them has since been engaged to a homely 6, the other is living in grinding celibacy last I heard. The girl is engaged to some beta loser, so I basically came out on top.
Oh, what else. I bought a girl a necklace in junior high, one of the hottest chicks in the school. She had a strong crush on me for a couple years, but I was too big of a pussy to pursue. That, and I still lived at home with a bitchy mother who rarely let me invite friends over, much less women.
Something I probably shouldn't admit. I broke up with a crazy chick last year by telling her things won't work out and then crying like a bitch. The worst part was that I acted the whole thing. I was too big of a pussy to be honest with her about it and I didn't want to pull an alpha exit because I thought she'd try to kill herself and then blame me for it (she did that with another guy, I learned). She was one of those baby-crazy sluts who rode the carousel and she wanted to marry me (she's only 20 at the time). We still hit each other up for sex afterwards.
All the girls I've dated said that I was cold, distant, and hard to get to know.
I didn't cry or anything, but I was close. I was good and fucked in the head for about a month or two after that because she was in the same social group (mostly dudes) and higher up on the hierarchy, so all the guys blamed me for letting the relationship go to hell. I endured the entire thing stoically and had a few revenge fucks since then, which really shook two of the guys in that group because they didn't think I could pull it off.
One of them has since been engaged to a homely 6, the other is living in grinding celibacy last I heard. The girl is engaged to some beta loser, so I basically came out on top.
Oh, what else. I bought a girl a necklace in junior high, one of the hottest chicks in the school. She had a strong crush on me for a couple years, but I was too big of a pussy to pursue. That, and I still lived at home with a bitchy mother who rarely let me invite friends over, much less women.
Something I probably shouldn't admit. I broke up with a crazy chick last year by telling her things won't work out and then crying like a bitch. The worst part was that I acted the whole thing. I was too big of a pussy to be honest with her about it and I didn't want to pull an alpha exit because I thought she'd try to kill herself and then blame me for it (she did that with another guy, I learned). She was one of those baby-crazy sluts who rode the carousel and she wanted to marry me (she's only 20 at the time). We still hit each other up for sex afterwards.
All the girls I've dated said that I was cold, distant, and hard to get to know.
“I have a very simple rule when it comes to management: hire the best people from your competitors, pay them more than they were earning, and give them bonuses and incentives based on their performance. That’s how you build a first-class operation.”
― Donald J. Trump
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I cried when a girl broke it off with me and told me to leave her alone. I really had a thing for her and was thinking about introducing her to my mom. The weird thing is it happened a few years ago, not when I was younger and didn't know what I was doing. That's kind of when I decided I can't ever let that happen again.
Houston, those of us that were born wanting the real deal will have that now and then.
Unfortunately, finding the real deal here is like hunting a unicorn.
Been there a few times myself. I just come back harder.
Unfortunately, finding the real deal here is like hunting a unicorn.
Been there a few times myself. I just come back harder.
I forgot about one. I spent $65 or so on a birthday gift for a high school girlfriend that included a fish tank, a net, some fish flakes, and what else, a betta fish.
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I can beat all y'all. This will most likely be the most painful thing you have read yet.
I let a girl kick me in the nuts in 4th grade because she thought it was funny... she did it multiple times.
I befriended numerous ugly women throughout grade 7 to 12 and became their 'friend' but was eventually called gay.
Tried to kiss a 'friend' on a rollercoaster resulting in her pushing my face away and then awkwardness for the rest of junior high. She was fat and not at all pretty.
Bought a 250 dollar gold necklace for a popular girl in highschool, I had a crush on... when I gave it to her she screwed up her face, said "uh, thanks" and walked away. Then told everyone I was creepy and weird.
It only cost me 5 dollars in Egypt but when I brought them home I found out they were worth well over 200 bucks.
Took advice from the movie "the Loser" and apologized to every girl in the school for my 'behaviour', was listed as the creepiest guy in school.
Tried 'being nice to girls in highschool' ended up dating a fat girl who treated me like garbage.
In senior year of highschool I made a super cool valentines day card, cut out a MOOGLE from Final Fantasy 3 and put it on a valentine with a note that I really liked said girl. She took it to the principals office and told everyone that I wanted to kill her. The moogle had a sword in his hand. She was a jock chick and made sure that she was surrounded by jocks whenever she went near me. They threatened me and belittled me quite a bit as did many of the girls who called me a creepy stalker.
I walked the same way as one girl I knew from school going home and later she told everyone at school that I was a stalker and following her.
Asked the UGLIEST girl in highschool to prom, she said no.
In college I gave a jamacian girl a playful push on the back to surprise her (sort of guyish backslap but not as hard), we were friends and had known each other for a few years, she got together with her friends, they went to the admin and said I had assaulted and attacked this girl racially, and was almost thrown out of college for it. I had to apologize to all parties involved and then was told not to speak or go near her. School became a nightmare and I ended up dropping out.
I was just a guy who wanted a girlfriend and all that hollywood goofy a$$ bvlshit from the movies... being romantic in today's world does not exist... well at least in North America. When I found game and started using it (sosuave.com), was like magic. Turned my entire life around in a few years... then went abroad and found out I didn't even need it. North American women were the problem from day 1... no matter, learning game has made me into a badass and super sexy to women.
Whilst learning game, things were changing around me, still beta'd on a few women, was a virgin till 25. One girl even invited herself to my house, drove an hour .5 to goto a club with me, watched me dance, put herself naked beside me and I refused her... I wasn't sure what to do with her and left her there on my bed while I slept on the couch... had an internal battle with my white knight mindset for awhile. After taking my first trip abroad, reality completely changed around me and started pulling 100's of phone numbers and dates with girls simply sky rocketed.
Probably why I am a huge advocate of men's rights and leaving North America... this bullshit about being 'friends' with women is simply that BS and its sold to us via hollywood. Never had a problem in mexico/brazil or asia with women... actually am quite popular here with my old mindset... shows you how backwards North America is.
I let a girl kick me in the nuts in 4th grade because she thought it was funny... she did it multiple times.
I befriended numerous ugly women throughout grade 7 to 12 and became their 'friend' but was eventually called gay.
Tried to kiss a 'friend' on a rollercoaster resulting in her pushing my face away and then awkwardness for the rest of junior high. She was fat and not at all pretty.
Bought a 250 dollar gold necklace for a popular girl in highschool, I had a crush on... when I gave it to her she screwed up her face, said "uh, thanks" and walked away. Then told everyone I was creepy and weird.
It only cost me 5 dollars in Egypt but when I brought them home I found out they were worth well over 200 bucks.
Took advice from the movie "the Loser" and apologized to every girl in the school for my 'behaviour', was listed as the creepiest guy in school.
Tried 'being nice to girls in highschool' ended up dating a fat girl who treated me like garbage.
In senior year of highschool I made a super cool valentines day card, cut out a MOOGLE from Final Fantasy 3 and put it on a valentine with a note that I really liked said girl. She took it to the principals office and told everyone that I wanted to kill her. The moogle had a sword in his hand. She was a jock chick and made sure that she was surrounded by jocks whenever she went near me. They threatened me and belittled me quite a bit as did many of the girls who called me a creepy stalker.
I walked the same way as one girl I knew from school going home and later she told everyone at school that I was a stalker and following her.
Asked the UGLIEST girl in highschool to prom, she said no.
In college I gave a jamacian girl a playful push on the back to surprise her (sort of guyish backslap but not as hard), we were friends and had known each other for a few years, she got together with her friends, they went to the admin and said I had assaulted and attacked this girl racially, and was almost thrown out of college for it. I had to apologize to all parties involved and then was told not to speak or go near her. School became a nightmare and I ended up dropping out.
I was just a guy who wanted a girlfriend and all that hollywood goofy a$$ bvlshit from the movies... being romantic in today's world does not exist... well at least in North America. When I found game and started using it (sosuave.com), was like magic. Turned my entire life around in a few years... then went abroad and found out I didn't even need it. North American women were the problem from day 1... no matter, learning game has made me into a badass and super sexy to women.
Whilst learning game, things were changing around me, still beta'd on a few women, was a virgin till 25. One girl even invited herself to my house, drove an hour .5 to goto a club with me, watched me dance, put herself naked beside me and I refused her... I wasn't sure what to do with her and left her there on my bed while I slept on the couch... had an internal battle with my white knight mindset for awhile. After taking my first trip abroad, reality completely changed around me and started pulling 100's of phone numbers and dates with girls simply sky rocketed.
Probably why I am a huge advocate of men's rights and leaving North America... this bullshit about being 'friends' with women is simply that BS and its sold to us via hollywood. Never had a problem in mexico/brazil or asia with women... actually am quite popular here with my old mindset... shows you how backwards North America is.
BadWolf, that's seriously painful stuff - thanks for sharing. In fact, thank you all. It's inspiring how you guys have been able to turn things around.
I could contribute quite a few anecdotes of my own but I find it doesn't help to dredge them up. I think researchers recently found that people suffering from PTSD usually do better if they don't have counselling and just try to put events behind them, so I would think a similar principle applies here.
I could contribute quite a few anecdotes of my own but I find it doesn't help to dredge them up. I think researchers recently found that people suffering from PTSD usually do better if they don't have counselling and just try to put events behind them, so I would think a similar principle applies here.
I had a girl sending me a letter when i was 7, telling me how much she loved me and how much i didnt give a fuck about her. She was three years older than me and the letter was so well written that i started crying like a lil bitch.
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