Ok, some context.
I started working this babe at the beginning of December -- very smart, reasonably good looking, late 40s. We had scheduled to meet the second week in December, but the two other babes in my harem wanted some get togethers, and then I had to travel all the second week of December for business, then off the opposite coast for family holidays, so I stopped communication. If she came back, great...if not, oh well.
Here are the exchanges int he past few days.
Her
Me.
Her
I started working this babe at the beginning of December -- very smart, reasonably good looking, late 40s. We had scheduled to meet the second week in December, but the two other babes in my harem wanted some get togethers, and then I had to travel all the second week of December for business, then off the opposite coast for family holidays, so I stopped communication. If she came back, great...if not, oh well.
Here are the exchanges int he past few days.
Her
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To the man who took me to the brink of our desire then left town in a hurry: my last transmittal. I guess your passion runs hot and cold...
I presume you found something better.
I certainly did.
Happy new year to us both.
Me.
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Good for you. Crazy end of year and new year for me. Found something better? Me? Maybe...maybe not.
If what you have found eventually, if not already, disappoints...options are available.
Her
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Well I guess I lied ... that was not my last transmittal. The truth is I would still like to meet you. Your cool detachment and long absence tell me what you're offering is uncomplicated - and that appeals to me. But I don't know how you turn it off and on so callously.
I'm conflicted but also skeptical that what you call "passion" is anything beyond a quick roll - not that I'm knocking that - but I just don't know what we're talking about here. I'm too susceptible to the allure of your earlier (and our collaborative) writing, but in the end I know they are just words - not even sentiments and definitely not action (so therefore fairly hollow). I'm too much the dreamer. But it seems so simple - it's just an authentic physical and emotional connection I crave. And I think that's what you want too. Why is that so difficult to find?
Anyway ... I'm not sure what I'm doing. But I'm less confident now than when we had planned to meet in December. And there has been a new development that could hold promise. Too soon to tell.