His blog is at http://onestepatatimemen.wordpress.com This post basically talks a bit about himself and he isn't that much different from me. Here is the post that made me actually quite sad for this guy. He is a new blogger and only 16 (my age basically) so take it easy on his writing style guys.
(Play this song in the background as you read this) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VdAvIf1Nc4 My Girlfriend: Alenka, one of the few people I actually care about, and wanna know why? In a western society that degrades her so much for her femenistic attitude I still can’t fathom how much she resists all this pressure and is still able to have that beautiful smile on her face. I still can’t fathom why she does not leave me for cheating on her all these times, I cant fathom how when my grandpa died and I told her she cried, but not for him, for me and the words she uttered to me ” I can’t stand to see you like this, it tears me apart on the inside” I still can’t understand why she breaks her parents rules and see’s me even if it is against their will (polish women are very family oriented). All those times we sit on the park with her kissing me for hours upon hours, her legs on top of mines, whispering sweet words to me. What I can remember is the day I told her I was a hunter for other women and even if I fucked 1,000,000 other women I would only make love to her, and instead of being the 99% of the other women who would kick,scream,punch and hit me in my balls she told me ” I’ve known all along, but how can someone be so lovable and a jerk at the same time” in her sweet polish accent. That’s when I knew I penetrated her heart and could do no wrong. Eventually I will have to tell her of my international playboy intentions, and that I can never settle down at such a young age like she intends me to, but why now guys? I’l try to hold it off as long as I can even though the longer I wait the more dire the consequences will be when she finds out, the longer I wait the more of her heart I will destroy.Who’s to blame for all of this? Not her and her polish feministic nature, only me and western society. Western society for turning me into a beast that cheats on the one girl who actually loves him, and transforming me into a asshole a year before I met Alenka, and the endless amount of women that I was able to sleep with in that year, but also me for succumbing to this disease. I just hope when I do break up with Alenka, and she asks ”why are you doing this to me” I have an answer. When we grow apart and we somehow magically meet many years later my dear Alenka, and you have kids and a horrible or good husband that can support you, but you know your life is still missing something which is ME and you ask this exact question ”Where did you go all these years, I missed you?” I truly hope I have the courage to say something.
(Play this song in the background as you read this) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VdAvIf1Nc4 My Girlfriend: Alenka, one of the few people I actually care about, and wanna know why? In a western society that degrades her so much for her femenistic attitude I still can’t fathom how much she resists all this pressure and is still able to have that beautiful smile on her face. I still can’t fathom why she does not leave me for cheating on her all these times, I cant fathom how when my grandpa died and I told her she cried, but not for him, for me and the words she uttered to me ” I can’t stand to see you like this, it tears me apart on the inside” I still can’t understand why she breaks her parents rules and see’s me even if it is against their will (polish women are very family oriented). All those times we sit on the park with her kissing me for hours upon hours, her legs on top of mines, whispering sweet words to me. What I can remember is the day I told her I was a hunter for other women and even if I fucked 1,000,000 other women I would only make love to her, and instead of being the 99% of the other women who would kick,scream,punch and hit me in my balls she told me ” I’ve known all along, but how can someone be so lovable and a jerk at the same time” in her sweet polish accent. That’s when I knew I penetrated her heart and could do no wrong. Eventually I will have to tell her of my international playboy intentions, and that I can never settle down at such a young age like she intends me to, but why now guys? I’l try to hold it off as long as I can even though the longer I wait the more dire the consequences will be when she finds out, the longer I wait the more of her heart I will destroy.Who’s to blame for all of this? Not her and her polish feministic nature, only me and western society. Western society for turning me into a beast that cheats on the one girl who actually loves him, and transforming me into a asshole a year before I met Alenka, and the endless amount of women that I was able to sleep with in that year, but also me for succumbing to this disease. I just hope when I do break up with Alenka, and she asks ”why are you doing this to me” I have an answer. When we grow apart and we somehow magically meet many years later my dear Alenka, and you have kids and a horrible or good husband that can support you, but you know your life is still missing something which is ME and you ask this exact question ”Where did you go all these years, I missed you?” I truly hope I have the courage to say something.