[Nater]

I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost a loved one last year, it was a brutal shock for me. What helped a little was to stay with people who were close to this person, as we would support each other for a few days. It's a shock so avoid to stay alone. There are many people who loved your brother you can support each other. Also, I agree with people who say you should talk it through with someone. It will help you to accept what has happened. My sincere condolences man.