The last time I was in a LTR and was faithful, was 6 years ago. Actually a mini LTR (11 months) and i didn't want to be unfaithful at any time. Didn't have the need, I think.
Now, it's the first time I am being unfaithful. I couldn't believe that I would be being unfaithful and running 4 girls at the same time (just a pair of weeks, mainly just 2 at the same time). And it really takes work. I have always criticized unfaithful men. Now that I am on RP, I do it with no remorse.
What I don't know is if I use this RP knowledge as a hamster. Also I don't think being this way all the time. I just did it to know how it feels, how it is.
Now, it's the first time I am being unfaithful. I couldn't believe that I would be being unfaithful and running 4 girls at the same time (just a pair of weeks, mainly just 2 at the same time). And it really takes work. I have always criticized unfaithful men. Now that I am on RP, I do it with no remorse.
What I don't know is if I use this RP knowledge as a hamster. Also I don't think being this way all the time. I just did it to know how it feels, how it is.