Hi guys. I am not new to the board, been here since 2013 under a different name, met up with some other posters from 2013-2016. After the doxxing situation & 2016 election I became less active but continued to lurk here on and off, mostly in the politics section.
I'm early 30s and my notch count is 60+, that includes a lot of women I am not proud of, but I have regressed pretty far and it's been over a year since I've gotten laid (not including one drunk hookup at a wedding that I feel awful about). A lot of my friends have gotten married and started having kids recently so I don't have nearly as many people to hang out with, and the loneliness and lack of success and reading too much about all this SJW/false rape accusation stuff has really mindfucked me.
I'm in DC and have always been dealing with the DC issues that have been covered on here extensively, but it seems to have gotten much worse in the last couple years. It's been almost exactly a year since I've met a single woman who was attractive enough for me to even bother pursuing. I gave up on the dating apps because I've been on dozens of first dates in a row that end up with the girl ghosting me or saying she just wants to be friends. I always got lots of rejections before but the complete lack of success in well over a year has been extremely demoralizing.
I spent some time in Colombia a few years ago and was just astounded by the quality of the women there, and the "busted dudes" test results. When it's slow at work I daydream about moving overseas, learning another language, dating foreign women, but I don't have a passive income source or any connections for a job. Sometimes I think I should leave DC; I'm not particularly tall or good looking and maybe I'm just not competitive here, but I don't want to fall victim to "grass is greener" syndrome and take my issues with me.
I just don't know what I should do now. There is this constant anxiety about time slipping away and missed opportunities and becoming too old to do this stuff.
I'm early 30s and my notch count is 60+, that includes a lot of women I am not proud of, but I have regressed pretty far and it's been over a year since I've gotten laid (not including one drunk hookup at a wedding that I feel awful about). A lot of my friends have gotten married and started having kids recently so I don't have nearly as many people to hang out with, and the loneliness and lack of success and reading too much about all this SJW/false rape accusation stuff has really mindfucked me.
I'm in DC and have always been dealing with the DC issues that have been covered on here extensively, but it seems to have gotten much worse in the last couple years. It's been almost exactly a year since I've met a single woman who was attractive enough for me to even bother pursuing. I gave up on the dating apps because I've been on dozens of first dates in a row that end up with the girl ghosting me or saying she just wants to be friends. I always got lots of rejections before but the complete lack of success in well over a year has been extremely demoralizing.
I spent some time in Colombia a few years ago and was just astounded by the quality of the women there, and the "busted dudes" test results. When it's slow at work I daydream about moving overseas, learning another language, dating foreign women, but I don't have a passive income source or any connections for a job. Sometimes I think I should leave DC; I'm not particularly tall or good looking and maybe I'm just not competitive here, but I don't want to fall victim to "grass is greener" syndrome and take my issues with me.
I just don't know what I should do now. There is this constant anxiety about time slipping away and missed opportunities and becoming too old to do this stuff.