When I was 18. Before my friends suicides and murders. Was in my peak in my health and looks. Had plenty of women (also had no disdain for the female gender at that time whatsoever) and generally got along with everyone. Oftentimes didn't have a care in the world.
I'm 26 now and I have happy moments, but I'm mostly a wage slave who has a lot of pent up anger about some past girl issues and my friends murder suicide. Relationship with my family has gone to shit as well. With that said, right around my last semester of college where I was getting into the workforce, I discovered the world of escorts and P4P and I usually bang one model a week. I love it and I'll probably end up doing my whole life as I'm not getting married. My whole week I work a hard 50+ hours so I can go bang a prostitute once or twice a week. I consider myself a loner, but I have many hobbies that keep me occupied. So I'd consider right now to be the best part of my life, but a lot of my happiness is undermined by my angst from the death of my friends amongst other things.
I'm 26 now and I have happy moments, but I'm mostly a wage slave who has a lot of pent up anger about some past girl issues and my friends murder suicide. Relationship with my family has gone to shit as well. With that said, right around my last semester of college where I was getting into the workforce, I discovered the world of escorts and P4P and I usually bang one model a week. I love it and I'll probably end up doing my whole life as I'm not getting married. My whole week I work a hard 50+ hours so I can go bang a prostitute once or twice a week. I consider myself a loner, but I have many hobbies that keep me occupied. So I'd consider right now to be the best part of my life, but a lot of my happiness is undermined by my angst from the death of my friends amongst other things.