The thing is I've suffered lots of traumas in the past (not telling this to get pity, just to clarify) and it left me with terribly low self-esteem and no sense of self. It takes me a great deal of effort just to deal with a woman, but despite that I try my best to stay detached and it got me this far, but it's still a struggle for me to get over something, even if it's insignificant. That's why I was fixated on this girl.
Quote: (03-23-1983 09:19 PM)delete Wrote:"The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after."
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