[Noir]

I have a question. What is lacking from your life (elsewhere) that you are subconsciously keen to bring on this drama to spice it up?

This ain't healthy, not worth it and it's just wasting your time and emotional energy with the risk of scarring you or changing you for the worse. Same applies to these women.

Be frank, cut the shit and lay it out as it is.

I cosign everything VV mentioned above.