Deleted all my old text logs and dead leads. Deactivated all of my online dating accounts.
There goes the training wheels. I have a feeling it's going to be a long couple months ahead of me but I sincerely believe I will be better for it and come out ahead in the end. Over the summer I'm going to work on getting good pictures for an IG account and stacking paper. I'm going to aim for 2 approaches a day 6 days a week. I can't justify going out at night very much because I'm cheap and personally don't like night game so it will be day game. I've come to enjoy talking to people during the day quite a bit so it seems like a natural extension of that joy.
I've been working a lot and rocking the same threads for about a year now. Depending on how this week goes I'm gonna go see if I can cop some jays and a few good pairs of jeans, should probably get my teeth cleaned too.
Here we go fellas, not fucking around anymore.
There's a cute latina 19 yo girl (modest 6) that's really shy and from what I can tell pretty innocent. I tell her she's beautiful once in a while in a few direct ways and she always blushes. IE "has anyone told you you're beautiful today" -> "no" -> "I can't believe that, you're lying" -> "haha no I'm not" -> [change subject], stuff like that. Sometimes she even goes out of her way to converse with me. The place she works is one of the places in town where I have a really good rep for being a solid dude and it's in my neighborhood. It's a little spanish market across from my house Owner of the store knows me by name, watch specialist and I exchange business connections, other checker girl and I genuinely enjoy eachother's company and tend to talk for 10-20 minutes after transactions complete and it feels right and not forced at all. Started talking to the other checker girl (28 y.o 7/10, for some reason I don't really find too attractive but my friends swear she's an 8). She says cute little latina girl in question is extremely shy and never even talks to anyone at all, is a church girl, has horrible memory for customers and all this other stuff that is completely opposite to my experience. I'm kind of tripping and suspect I'm being played or something cuz that doesn't sound right. I then talked with a friend who frequents the same market and he says the exact same thing. Girl never remembers him, never says more than what's required by her job, and is even borderline rude. This dude goes there more than I do, at least once a day. I came in a little drunk one day and told 28 year old checker girl to tell cute 19 year old latina girl I love her when buying beer. She promised she would. Talked to her again today and after a little conversation she mentioned randomly she forgot to tell her but she would be in in a few hours and would do so. Love is a strong word I'm not taking it too seriously but it's pretty out of character for me to do stuff like that.
I don't know what to do. I adore this 19 year old I really do but there's no way I'm catching her outside of work and the church girl thing intimidates me a bit. I couldn't deduce her denomination. I guess I'll just start out with some light conversation and get more direct with her when I see her next. Trying not to pedestalize her but damn I think she's adorable and my odds look good. I've probably brought around 7-9 girls that I was banging to that spanish market over the past year and a good half of the time cute 19 year old spanish girl has been there. I'm hoping I can coast on social proof and status and catch her on a day where my tongue is sharp and she's in a good mood and go from there.
It's also worth noting that my attraction to this girl is not completely sexual in nature which weird me out even more. Like yeah I would tear that 19 year old latina ass up no questions asked but I actually want to like get to know her and see if her attitude/personality matches what I think it might be. It's been a long time since I've taken a genuine interest in a girl at all. It's kind of just weirding me out at this point and anyone reading this can tell I'm thinking too much about 1 girl who I only have a very surface knowledge of.
There goes the training wheels. I have a feeling it's going to be a long couple months ahead of me but I sincerely believe I will be better for it and come out ahead in the end. Over the summer I'm going to work on getting good pictures for an IG account and stacking paper. I'm going to aim for 2 approaches a day 6 days a week. I can't justify going out at night very much because I'm cheap and personally don't like night game so it will be day game. I've come to enjoy talking to people during the day quite a bit so it seems like a natural extension of that joy.
I've been working a lot and rocking the same threads for about a year now. Depending on how this week goes I'm gonna go see if I can cop some jays and a few good pairs of jeans, should probably get my teeth cleaned too.
Here we go fellas, not fucking around anymore.
There's a cute latina 19 yo girl (modest 6) that's really shy and from what I can tell pretty innocent. I tell her she's beautiful once in a while in a few direct ways and she always blushes. IE "has anyone told you you're beautiful today" -> "no" -> "I can't believe that, you're lying" -> "haha no I'm not" -> [change subject], stuff like that. Sometimes she even goes out of her way to converse with me. The place she works is one of the places in town where I have a really good rep for being a solid dude and it's in my neighborhood. It's a little spanish market across from my house Owner of the store knows me by name, watch specialist and I exchange business connections, other checker girl and I genuinely enjoy eachother's company and tend to talk for 10-20 minutes after transactions complete and it feels right and not forced at all. Started talking to the other checker girl (28 y.o 7/10, for some reason I don't really find too attractive but my friends swear she's an 8). She says cute little latina girl in question is extremely shy and never even talks to anyone at all, is a church girl, has horrible memory for customers and all this other stuff that is completely opposite to my experience. I'm kind of tripping and suspect I'm being played or something cuz that doesn't sound right. I then talked with a friend who frequents the same market and he says the exact same thing. Girl never remembers him, never says more than what's required by her job, and is even borderline rude. This dude goes there more than I do, at least once a day. I came in a little drunk one day and told 28 year old checker girl to tell cute 19 year old latina girl I love her when buying beer. She promised she would. Talked to her again today and after a little conversation she mentioned randomly she forgot to tell her but she would be in in a few hours and would do so. Love is a strong word I'm not taking it too seriously but it's pretty out of character for me to do stuff like that.
I don't know what to do. I adore this 19 year old I really do but there's no way I'm catching her outside of work and the church girl thing intimidates me a bit. I couldn't deduce her denomination. I guess I'll just start out with some light conversation and get more direct with her when I see her next. Trying not to pedestalize her but damn I think she's adorable and my odds look good. I've probably brought around 7-9 girls that I was banging to that spanish market over the past year and a good half of the time cute 19 year old spanish girl has been there. I'm hoping I can coast on social proof and status and catch her on a day where my tongue is sharp and she's in a good mood and go from there.
It's also worth noting that my attraction to this girl is not completely sexual in nature which weird me out even more. Like yeah I would tear that 19 year old latina ass up no questions asked but I actually want to like get to know her and see if her attitude/personality matches what I think it might be. It's been a long time since I've taken a genuine interest in a girl at all. It's kind of just weirding me out at this point and anyone reading this can tell I'm thinking too much about 1 girl who I only have a very surface knowledge of.