This isn't tough to me at all.
There are some really great questions posed by RVF members here.
You're WAY too young to be thinking about marriage.
YOU always come first, everyone else secondary. If you can't take care of yourself, you can't take care of others.
You need to focus on yourself, get your mind/money/life right.
I highly advise against marrying this woman.
A few things to remind you that stuck out to me as well:
You haven't fucked her yet, 2 years and no sex with her, you have no idea how she'll be in bed.
You've told her you'll be getting side action, but completely deny that you do (as has been said, you'll pay for this later).
If you marry this chick, you'll probably regret it and be unhappy, with that will come more cheating/and or divorce, which will become a shit show.
Never ever underestimate the ability of a woman making your life a living hell, no matter how submissive and sweet she is.
There are some really great questions posed by RVF members here.
You're WAY too young to be thinking about marriage.
YOU always come first, everyone else secondary. If you can't take care of yourself, you can't take care of others.
You need to focus on yourself, get your mind/money/life right.
I highly advise against marrying this woman.
A few things to remind you that stuck out to me as well:
You haven't fucked her yet, 2 years and no sex with her, you have no idea how she'll be in bed.
You've told her you'll be getting side action, but completely deny that you do (as has been said, you'll pay for this later).
If you marry this chick, you'll probably regret it and be unhappy, with that will come more cheating/and or divorce, which will become a shit show.
Never ever underestimate the ability of a woman making your life a living hell, no matter how submissive and sweet she is.