[Tanapiko]

Hey , I met that girl in highschool and we were in love or I was in love that i had do anything for her , but every time she was off to Lebanon ( her country) she'd break up with me and then when she'd be back I'd taker her back. I just loved her that much . We had prom together , the first year of college she is off to Lebanon again and again she breaks off things with me . When she comes back we hang out again , kiss, make out as a couple but don't want to get back with me . Until one day she admits having a boyfriend that she loves but days before she gave me a head in her car. I too started to date girls, lost my virginity and everything. When she dumped her boyfriend we manage to hang out and again we go off , we kiss , she gives me head and we depart, I'm happy because I think we're going back together, but she leaves again to Lebanon. And when she comes back she tells me she is getting married with her cousin, the same guy who was taking pictures with her when she was out there , but how could I get mad at her for hanging out with family ? So they got married , and there I am , still hurt , it's been 1 year . I have dated and had sex with a total of 7 girls , I feel hatred towards women but when it comes to her it's different. I don't want her back because I will not forgive her ever. I just wanna get bangs and move on . Can you help ?